Tuesday, March 28, 2023

Written Memories ~ Knowing the Sacred Writings


Art Journal: Everyday Words

Today's post will be on my thoughts and what I've experienced just in the last three months alone. I had preached quite a bit on Facebook, dropping much seed. God has led me to let go, remain silent and let those whom I dropped seed to take what I had shared to study for themselves. If it was meant for them to do so, they would have. I continue to ask that all depend on the Father for guidance, as I'm simply guided to drop seed and give my testimony.

Proverbs 3:5-6 ASV - Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding:  In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he will direct thy paths

As of January, I learned that I had a silent stroke. The timing of when it happened is unknown, but they don't believe it was on the day I was sent to the hospital from the doctor's office on January 3, but it's believed to be recent. That day the hospital didn't bother doing the proper testing, and I was sent home. 

My personal doctor had ordered some tests to be done on the 16th; MRI and MRA, it revealed that I have cerebral small vessel disease. I had a silent stroke, along with TIA: Transient Ischemic Attack, mini strokes that I continue to experience until this very day. Mini strokes typically lead to, and are precursors, to a massive stroke. I'm told these are brought on from my migraines. I had known about the Chiari 1 (herniation) in the brain since 2004, it's unfortunate but doctors are now learning they don't fully comprehend how each individual is affected by it, many avoid operating on it regardless of the symptoms because of the complications it can cause. 

I know it's all connected, as it is putting pressure on my brainstem. In the meantime, I'm slowly losing my eyesight. Sadly, some complications aren't always visible through the MRI, my sister was living proof of that, the doctor realizing had he not operated on her Chiari 1, she would have died. Still, the surgeons avoid operating on me. I'm what's called "in a gray area". I don't blame the doctors for not wanting to take the risk, after all, they are only human. 

I was asked by many to search around until I found a doctor who will operate, it's what my sister had to do, and what countless others have done, but I will not. My faith is not in doctors, but God. If my time comes, it comes, I'm not afraid...if I'm still around, it's because God still needs me here.

My husband just had open heart surgery in February. Thankfully he is recovering beautifully, but it has been much to take on in a short period of time. I feel like I lived out an entire year just within the last few months. I've also learned I have two older brothers who are also dealing with serious, life-threatening medical issues. Both have faith and are at peace knowing God is with them. We all pray that if our time is cut short, it's done without suffering. With all that has happened and continues to happen, I truly am at peace because I know God is with me... I'm grateful to him for that. 

Art Journal: Written Memories

It should be of no surprise to many, that the following is taking place in massive numbers, and it's from every religion in the world.

2 Thessalonians 2:3 ASV - let no man beguile you in any wise: for [it will not be,] except the falling away come first, and the man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition,

Many continue to realize that religion is seriously flawed. How could it not be? It's run by many who like to claim God leads them to teach, but as I've learned, as have many others, that is not true. I knew this as a child, but when God called on me in 2019 and had me return, I thought that maybe it had changed. 

It hasn't.

Sadly, it's what many of you follow...the church, your religion...mans understanding of scripture that is not from God. Being deceived by those who themselves are deceived. They pay (BUY) their understanding of scripture by going to school, then many (SELL) that information to you, seeking followers and donations to keep their church afloat. 

My understanding comes from the Father...

John 6:45 ASV - It is written in the prophets, And they shall all be taught of God. Every one that hath heard from the Father, and hath learned, cometh unto me.

Written here:

  • Isaiah 54:13 ASV - And all thy children shall be taught of Jehovah; and great shall be the peace of thy children.

Matthew 10:8 ASV - Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons: freely ye received, freely give.

Many have come to realize that the church is not what it should be. They question everything, which is a good thing, but unfortunately, that has led them to become agnostic or atheist. They realize scripture doesn't add up to what man has explained it to be and if one questions the church, ANY CHURCH, they are dismissed. Some literally, others are simply disregarded, shutdown, and/or disliked.

You, the CHURCH - Religion, became the reason why I turned to the world as a child. Religion became my stumbling block. First from the JW's but also by witnessing the hypocrisy of believers in other religions. I still believed in God and in Jesus, but that was as far as it went. I didn't know how to follow Christ because I was young and had lost my way, so I followed the world instead. Thankfully, I'm not a child anymore and God, not man, has taught me well. I was reminded of my spiritual connection with him and with Jesus, from when I was a young child.

2 Timothy 3:15 ASV - and that from a babe thou hast known the sacred writings which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.

Matthew 11:25 ASV - At that season Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou didst hide these things from the wise and understanding, and didst reveal them unto babes:

Luke 8:10 ASV - And he said, Unto you it is given to know the MYSTERIES of the kingdom of God: but to the rest in parables; that seeing they may not see, and hearing they may not understand.

1 Corinthians 14:1-2 ASV - Follow after love; yet desire earnestly spiritual [gifts], but rather that ye may prophesy. For he that speaketh in a tongue speaketh not unto men, but unto God; for no man understandeth; but in the spirit he speaketh MYSTERIES.

1 John 2:27 ASV - And as for you, the anointing which ye received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any one teach you; but as his anointing teacheth you concerning all things, and is true, and is no lie, and even as it taught you, ye abide in him.

Art Journal: Joy of Life

The falling away continues to happen in droves. Some know that there is more to it but feel lost, others no longer understand or know what to believe, and others simply fall away completely.

I understand this, as I myself was there. The knock on my door in late 2017 by JW's actually led me to question God's existence for the first time in my life, that was in 2018, leading me to become agnostic. I felt there had to be more spiritually, but I no longer trusted that it was this God that many in all these religions proclaimed it to be. If they continued to be the example of who God was, I truly wanted no part of it. 

  • So, what was it that kept pulling at my spirit?

Soon I would know, I had an awakening from God himself in early 2019. It didn't start out pleasant, at first, I thought I was under the control of the military (Jan/Feb), feeling their presence, that they were somehow capable of reading my mind and were tracking me, soon after, I was aware of the presence of Satan and his demons... to shortly after, having a dream to call my brother and to return to God, my Father - Jehovah.

Blog Post:

Excerpt:

"The setting...

Imagine being held captive since you were a child, you are now 50 years old and suddenly you see your father just a short distance away, he has awakened you to let you know that he is there, all you have to do is reach out to him. So, you stretch your arm out for him to take you by the hand, he takes hold of your hand to reassure you, that he is there for you and that he will rescue you.   

Imagine it...the relief and disbelief. Is this really happening?"

          End excerpt. 

I don't need ANYONE'S approval to know what took place. God has revealed to me what I need to know. It's been quite a journey. I have been aware of the presence of Jesus Christ and the Father since 2019, not to mention the man of lawlessness had been revealed to me, the antichrist...but I still had much to learn. I had to learn to test the spirits for lying signs and wonders. The antichrist pretends to be Christ, so I had to learn to discern the difference between the two. It hasn't been easy. 

    • We are already cyborgs | Elon Musk | Code Conference 2016
                        Excerpt: "You can go through the veins and arteries." ~ Elon Musk

It's not what's to come, it's what has happened for decades, if not longer, and it's just gotten worse. I'm still discerning spirits, but it has become much easier, as my understanding of what God revealed to me through scripture has become clearer. 

1 Corinthians 4:1-4 ASV - Let a man so account of us, as of ministers of Christ, and stewards of the MYSTERIES of God. Here, moreover, it is required in stewards, that a man be found faithful. But with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged of you, or of man's judgment: yea, I judge not mine own self. For I know nothing against myself; yet am I not hereby justified: but he that judgeth me is the Lord.

The church "RELIGION" is all false, misguided by the spirit of error...hence why many have and continue to fall away. It can't be trusted, nor should it be. Regardless of how much scripture has been misunderstood, God has allowed these things to take place. This war is against Satan and his demons, and in the end, it is to save mankind. 

Ephesians 6:12 ASV - For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual [hosts] of wickedness in the heavenly [places].

If mankind is destroyed, it's because they have given themselves to Satan and the demons. God warns that he will destroy Satan and his demons, so when they get destroyed, you get destroyed if you've allowed them in, it is Satan who takes you, not God.

Jesus has told you that a house divided cannot stand. If any part of you is Satan's, then when he gets taken down, so do you. Thankfully, the Father is gracious and has set a plan in action to save mankind. The plan is mentioned in Genesis 1:26-31, the PREDESTINED last Adam.

These (male and female) were predestined to catch a thief... Satan, along with his demons.

Art Journal: Be Still

You know not the scriptures. 

It is revealed only to those the Father so chooses. This is part of the first resurrection. It is on the last day that mankind, the "church" is resurrected.

  • Are we in the last day? 
    • John 6:39-40 ASV - And this is the will of him that sent me, that of all that which he hath given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up at the last day. For this is the will of my Father, that every one that beholdeth the Son, and believeth on him, should have eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day.

  • Who are the other sheep?
    • John 10:16 ASV - And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and they shall hear my voice; and they shall become one flock, one shepherd.

  • Who sends the other fold to Jesus?
    • John 6:44 ASV - No man can come to me, except the Father that sent me draw him: and I will raise him up in the last day.

If you truly belong to God, you will know it, on the last day.

Ezekiel 37:10 ASV - So I prophesied as he commanded me, and the breath came into them, and they lived, and stood up upon their feet, an exceeding great army.

Revelation 7:9 ASV - After these things I saw, and behold, a great multitude, which no man could number, out of every nation and of [all] tribes and peoples and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, arrayed in white robes, and palms in their hands;

In the meantime, it's the first resurrection that has taken place, with the BRIDE being the last to awaken. She is IN CHRIST, she is CHRIST - anointed.

2 Corinthians 5:17 ASV - Wherefore if any man is in Christ, [he is] a new creature: the old things are passed away; behold, they are become new.

First (A - Z) Last

  

Galatians 6:15, 17 ASV - For neither is circumcision anything, nor uncircumcision, but a new creature. ... Henceforth let no man trouble me; for I bear branded on my body the marks of Jesus.


The 11th hour wage...

Matthew 20:8, 16 ASV - And when even was come, the lord of the vineyard saith unto his steward, Call the laborers, and pay them their hire, beginning from the last unto the first. ... So the last shall be first, and the first last.

These last will be first...

1 Corinthians 15:45 ASV - So also it is written, The first man Adam became a living soul. The last Adam [became] a life-giving spirit.

Revelation 1:17 ASV - And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as one dead. And he laid his right hand upon me, saying, Fear not; I am the first and the last,

Revelation 22:16-17 ASV - "I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things for the churches. ... the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely."

Mankind is NOT in the image of God as the church "religion" has taught you, nor are they the bride. You ARE FALSE teachers...any of you that teach this. My next blog post/video will have more details about this. 

The last Adam (male and female ~ heavenly) in God's image are referenced here along with the adopted ones who are earthy, these shall bear God's image and are a part of the first resurrection.

1 Corinthians 15:47-49 ASV - The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is of heaven. As is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are THEY also that are heavenly. And as we have borne the image of the earthy, we SHALL also bear the image of the heavenly.

The remnant (adopted) and the bride...

Romans 9:25 ASV — As he saith also in Hosea, I will call that my people, which was not my people; And her beloved, that was not beloved.

Revelation 14:3-4 ASV — and they sing as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four living creatures and the elders: and no man could learn the song save the hundred and forty and four thousand, even they that had been purchased out of the earth. These are they that were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they that follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were purchased from among men, to be the firstfruits unto God and unto the Lamb.

Christ (First A- Last Z) and the awake virgins...

1 Corinthians 15:23 ASV — But each in his own order: Christ the firstfruits; then they that are Christ’s, at his coming.

Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.

Just as the "Comforter" is highly misunderstood by the church and so many of you. Soon the majority of you will learn the spirit you believe you are following is the spirit of error... the antichrist.

John 14:26 ASV - But the Comforter, [even] the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all that I said unto you.

Babylon (all religions) will fall...

2 Thessalonians 2:4 ASV - he that opposeth and exalteth himself against all that is called God or that is worshipped; so that he sitteth in the temple of God, setting himself forth as God.

Revelation 18:21, 23 ASV — And a strong angel took up a stone as it were a great millstone and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with a mighty fall shall Babylon, the great city, be cast down, and shall be found no more at all. ... and the light of a lamp shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the princes of the earth; for with thy sorcery were all the nations deceived.

Heaven and earth pass away and Jesus returns to gather his elect...

Matthew 24:31, 35 ASV — And he shall send forth his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other. 

His return....

Luke 12:38 ASV — And if he shall come in the second watch, and if in the third, and find them so, blessed are those servants.

Matthew 24:36 ASV — But of that day and hour knoweth no one, not even the angels of heaven, neither the Son, but the Father only.

Day and hour no one knows, but you will know the season...

Matthew 24:32, 35 ASV — Now from the fig tree learn her parable: when her branch is now become tender, and putteth forth its leaves, ye know that the summer is nigh; ... Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away.

Art Journal: Believe



I've shared this many times and will continue to share it again...it's all about God's timing and putting your trust in it. It is my hope that you do.

Faith in God is Faith in His Timing

Ecclesiastes 3:1, 11 ASV - For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: ... He hath made everything beautiful in its time: also he hath set eternity in their heart, yet so that man cannot find out the work that God hath done from the beginning even to the end.

May you be blessed...

~ Peace, Love and Joy ~