Once again, as I was making changes to this post from 05/18/20, I decided to add the updates and repost it anew, just as I did with my previous post on "Reflection" originally dated 04/30/20 and reposted on 12/11/21. I'm finding it to be an easier process, as there are some key points I would like to address.
The Bride: Church (Literal Woman) in Genesis 3:15
- Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.
- 2 Corinthians 12:2 ASV — I know a man (human) in Christ, fourteen years ago (whether in the body, I know not; or whether out of the body, I know not; God knoweth), such a one caught up even to the third heaven. (Mind)
- 1 Timothy 2:15 ASV — but she shall be saved through her child-bearing, if they continue in faith and love and sanctification with sobriety.
- Isaiah 43:10 ASV — Ye are my witnesses, saith Jehovah, and my servant whom I have chosen; that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.
- Matthew 24:45-47 ASV — Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath set over his household, to give them their food in due season? Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing. Verily I say unto you, that he will set him over all that he hath.
- Zechariah 4:14 ASV — Then said he, These are the two anointed ones, that stand by the Lord of the whole earth.
- Revelation 11:4 ASV — These are the two olive trees and the two candlesticks, standing before the Lord of the earth.
- Revelation 1:20 ASV — the mystery of the seven stars which thou sawest in my right hand, and the seven golden candlesticks. The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches: and the seven candlesticks are seven churches.
- Proverbs 8:1-4 ASV — Doth not wisdom cry, And understanding put forth her voice? On the top of high places by the way, Where the paths meet, she standeth; Beside the gates, at the entry of the city, At the coming in at the doors, she crieth aloud: Unto you, O men, I call; And my voice is to the sons of men.
- Revelation 22:16-17 ASV — I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things for the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, the bright, the morning star. And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely.
The Seed: Awake virgins - Church (Body of Christ) in Genesis 3:15
- Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.
- Luke 12:37 ASV — Blessed are those servants, whom the lord when he cometh shall find watching: verily I say unto you, that he shall gird himself, and make them sit down to meat, and shall come and serve them.
- Matthew 25:6 ASV — But at midnight there is a cry, Behold, the bridegroom! Come ye forth to meet him.
Psalm 60:11 ASV — Give us help against the adversary; For vain is the help of man.
Psalm 80:17-19 ASV — Let thy hand be upon the man of thy right hand, Upon the son of man whom thou madest strong for thyself. So shall we not go back from thee: Quicken thou us, and we will call upon thy name. Turn us again, O Jehovah God of hosts; Cause thy face to shine, and we shall be saved.
1 Corinthians 1:26 ASV — For behold your calling, brethren, that not many wise after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called:
First the church (bride) literal Woman,
then when Jesus returns from the wedding...the Awake Virgins that follow her to the wedding feast.
Outward appearances cannot fool Jehovah...condition of the heart.
Jeremiah 9:25 ASV — Behold, the days come, saith Jehovah, that I will punish all them that are circumcised in their uncircumcision:
Matthew 22:14 ASV — For many are called, but few chosen.
See blog post:
(Originally Posted on Monday, May 18, 2020)
Includes additional edits/updates in bold.
Without getting into too much explanation, I'd simply like to state that in the start Jan/Feb of 2019, I felt the government managed a way to get into my head. I'd suddenly become aware of everyone and everything in explicit detail. Shortly after, I felt that I had also become surrounded by evil spirits, soon after...feeling that it was Satan himself.
Matthew 24:15 ASV — When therefore ye see the abomination of desolation, which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let him that readeth understand),
Revelation 12:14 ASV — And there were given to the woman the two wings of the great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness unto her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.
See blog post:
Who Really Controls the World?
Psalm 69:4 ASV — They that hate me without a cause are more than the hairs of my head: They that would cut me off, being mine enemies wrongfully, are mighty: That which I took not away I have to restore.
1 Peter 4:12 ASV — Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial among you, which cometh upon you to prove you, as though a strange thing happened unto you:
My thinking went into overdrive, and I was picking up on the littlest of details and compartmentalizing them all. I felt like I was a machine, like my brain was a supercomputer. It was the scariest thing I had ever experienced, to feel that my mind was somehow infiltrated, robotic. Shortly after, I started writing...page, after page, after page, in one day's time I had enough pages to fill a book. I went to the library and started studying some books. "Thinking Fast and Slow" was one of them and "The Four Testaments" was another. I had bought many books and read them. I started reading books that I had at home, one was "Spirituality" that I had bought from the previous year.
1 Timothy 4:1 ASV — But the Spirit saith expressly, that in later times some shall fall away from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of demons,
Zechariah 13:9 ASV — And I will bring the third part into the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried. They shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people; and they shall say, Jehovah is my God.
1 Timothy 4:6 ASV — Let no man deceive you with empty words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the sons of disobedience.
Ephesians 5:12 ASV — for the things which are done by them in secret it is a shame even to speak of.
My entire life had flashed before me, I felt that I had made a vow to Jehovah as a child and that I betrayed Him. In doing so, I somehow "became" or "awakened" Satan within myself. I remember not wanting to be Satan or any part of him. I started to remember parts of the bible and how sinister and evil Satan really was and the passage of Satan's seed. "It was my fault" I thought, I couldn't remember why, but I felt that I did something immensely wrong toward Jehovah, that I somehow helped Satan go against Him, that I committed the ultimate Sin. I turned on Jehovah and I had to pay the price. That ugly tattoo on my lower back that I always hated and never wanted, went from being what I called "an ugly weed" to the mark of Satan. Time to pray, intensely.
Matthew 15:13 ASV — But he answered and said, Every plant which my heavenly Father planted not, shall be rooted up.
Ephesians 6:12 ASV — For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.
It's now been well over a year and much has changed since. But I will share my sincerest and deepest prayer to Jehovah. I will not be quoting it word for word, but I will give you an overview of what I had prayed for.
It was still very cold out, March/April 2019. I went out on my deck and sat on the edge of the patio chair that had been left out. I was very sad and hurt, because I knew what I was about to ask for.
My Sincerest, Deepest, Heartfelt Prayer to Jehovah
I asked Jehovah to please forgive me for betraying Him and allowing myself to be overtaken by Satan. That even though I couldn't remember what I did wrong as a child, that somehow, I must have allowed Satan in...to please forgive me and kindly take my life away. I had made a vow from my very last suicide attempt, that I would never take my own life again, so I knew it couldn't be me. So, I'm asking Jehovah, please do it for me.
Having been a part of the Jehovah's Witnesses, I never stopped believing in Jehovah, I never blamed Him for my downfall, I just stopped believing in certain people within the JW Organization itself, which was why I had left. I still believed in the Bible, in Jesus' teachings, and what I could remember in Genesis and the prophecy in Revelation...Armageddon.
I then asked for forgiveness for all of my sins, all of them, the one's I could remember and the one's I couldn't. Having allowed the betrayal of Satan toward Jehovah, I should be destroyed to never return. If it had to be my life, for mankind to have eternal life, then it was worth it. That if it had to be me, that I was "freely" giving myself as the ultimate sacrifice for the ultimate Sin of allowing Satan in and betraying Jehovah.
It saddened me that I wouldn't have the opportunity to see my mom again, who had passed away 8 years earlier. So, I asked, although undeserved, if Jehovah would please allow me to see, briefly, what it would be like for mankind to finally be free of Satan and have a Paradise Earth, the long-awaited Promise everyone had been hoping for. In the end I would die happy, I would've taken Satan with me, Jehovah's Name would be Vindicated, and Christ Jesus would finally rule the world as King.
Why share this prayer with you now?
Because it's Jehovah's will...when you dedicate yourself to God, never lose sight that you “disown” yourself.
Matthew 16:24 ASV — Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man would come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
My prayer was private, no one needed to know, it was between me and Jehovah. There was one whom had some knowledge of what I had prayed for and that I trusted and confided in. She was the sister whom I had started studying with, back in May/June of 2019, when I finally made the decision to return to the Jehovah's Witnesses. I've since not shared it with anyone, I just recently mentioned it to my husband and told him that it was going out in a post today.
That day, I had dedicated myself to Jehovah, and Jehovah has since shown me the way and taught me well. I have much more to learn and that I continue to learn. I know that I am imperfect, and I will make mistakes...but have no doubt, my mind and my heart will ALWAYS belong to and be about JEHOVAH. I'd rather my life end indefinitely, than ever make it about myself or anyone else.
For as far back as I could remember, I had always felt I was worthless. Jehovah has shown me that I'm not. Words spoken very often and every day..."Eu Amo-te Jeová" ~ "I Love you Jehovah".
Colossians 1:9-12 ASV — For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray and make request for you, that ye may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, to walk worthily of the Lord unto all pleasing, bearing fruit in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all power, according to the might of his glory, unto all patience and longsuffering with joy; giving thanks unto the Father, who made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light;
What's the lesson?
It is not about man, it's not about me and it's not about you, or whether one is anointed or not.
It's about Jehovah and the Evil that Satan has created.
It's about the Vindication of Jehovah's Name...and to Never forget the Love that He's shown...Jesus Christ.
Matthew 6:9-10 ASV — After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so on earth.
Colossians 1:13 ASV — who delivered us out of the power of darkness, and translated us into the kingdom of the Son of his love;
Colossians 2:6-7 ASV — As therefore ye received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in him, rooted and builded up in him, and established in your faith, even as ye were taught, abounding in thanksgiving.
Excerpt...
"Jehovah God is now alerting earth’s inhabitants to a “storm” that is more ominous than anything they might hear about in a weather report. How is he doing so?
Stay Faithful Through the “Great Tribulation”"
"Jehovah God is now alerting earth’s inhabitants to a “storm” that is more ominous than anything they might hear about in a weather report. How is he doing so?
Stay Faithful Through the “Great Tribulation”"
All religion (False Prophet) will be destroyed, including the Jehovah's Witness Organization. The above article is written by them and, unknown to most of them, it is about them as well.
Continued updates 01/06/22:
There is only ONE who has the TRUTH...
John 14:6 ASV — Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life: no one cometh unto the Father, but by me.
The Church is the Body of Christ...
1 Corinthians 3:16 ASV — Know ye not that ye are a temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?
Matthew 22:37-40 ASV — And he said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second like unto it is this, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments the whole law hangeth, and the prophets.
1 Corinthians 1:24 ASV — but unto them that are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.
The religion you belong to will not matter, if you belong to the Father, you will know it...
John 6:40 ASV — For this is the will of my Father, that every one that beholdeth the Son, and believeth on him, should have eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day.
John 6:44 ASV — No man can come to me, except the Father that sent me draw him: and I will raise him up in the last day.
End update.
I've been away from home... it's my hope that I will continue with my Art, now that I've returned.
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~
