Tuesday, August 2, 2022

Letter of the Heart... (Transhumanism) Peace to Come


Matthew 13:17 ASV — For verily I say unto you, that many prophets and righteous men desired to see the things which ye see, and saw them not; and to hear the things which ye hear, and heard them not.

Matthew 13:35 ASV — that it might be fulfilled which was spoken through the prophet, saying, I will open my mouth in parables; I will utter things hidden from the foundation of the world.

Many will not comprehend what I'm about to share... but then there will be those who will. 

Timing is Everything

Today's post is an important one, as it will reveal much that I had not yet shared with you when it came to my calling from God in 2019. It's about the tribulation that I've endured, although I still somewhat experience it, it doesn't compare to what had happened to me in 2019. Back then, my immediate family couldn't make sense of it, they knew something was happening to me, a transformation was taking place, but they didn't know what it was.  

Some of them thought: "That's it, she has finally gone off the deep end".

I didn't. 

In fact, they now see how God has intervened. My siblings noticed the change as well, one of them believing it was God who intervened and later a few others believed as well. My husband returned to his faith; my eldest son has begun to turn to God and the other three boys are simply happy to see I'm in a good place. 

In hindsight, my "middle child" can see that maybe God had some influence in what took place, he's agnostic and isn't sure that God exists. The twins say they don't believe in God (their heart telling me different), also noticed a big change; they didn't like it at first because it I was different to them, "mom changed", but now they are happy to see that it turned out for the best.

Blog Post:

Excerpt...
"Little did I know how much significance it would have. Jehovah has never left my side; in times of distress, he has comforted me. He has welcomed me home and I am Happy to be back.

Isaiah 54:10-11 ASV — For the mountains may depart, and the hills be removed; but my lovingkindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall my covenant of peace be removed, saith Jehovah that hath mercy on thee. O thou afflictedtossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will set thy stones in fair colors, and lay thy foundations with sapphires.

Before understanding my calling from God, I went through some serious trials. Experiencing things that were not "normal" for humans. I was on many serious medications (depression, insomnia, blood pressure, thyroid and more) at the time it all began; my husband began to think that maybe I had serious mental illness beyond depression or that I was somewhat possessed. We came from very different religious backgrounds; his understanding of scripture was not the same as mine, so as it became clear to me what was taking place, he simply couldn't understand.

At the time, neither of us had a deep understanding of scripture, just what we remembered from going to church as children. My love for the Father and Son never faltered until late 2018, when for the first time, I began to question if God really existed.

It's been about 3 years now that I've been medicine free. I had a basket filled with medications; many I took to combat side effects of other medications I was on. I needed a pill box to sort it all out because there were so many. All of it just leading to more and more complications. Some nearly killing me, one in particular that I took for depression and sleep, put me in the hospital many times for fainting and extremely low drop in blood pressure - 60/40. The last time I went to the hospital I learned it actually caused what's called a "prolonged QT" and they took me off the medicine immediately. That was in late 2018.

Shortly after, I learned they pulled that medicine off the shelf and added to the label "may cause sudden death" and proceeded to put it back on the shelf. All I can think of was how money really blinded the greedy. Side note: This was just one of many pills I took when I tried to end my life over a decade ago, taking the entire bottle of medicines I had, along with street drugs and large amounts alcohol...I really should not be here, but God had other plans.

After I returned to God in 2019, within a few months I was off all medications. In the fall of 2019, my doctor couldn't believe the transformation that took place, he was nearly bouncing off of his seat. I was already medicine free at this point. Taking medications for years since early 2000's, and just like that I'm healthier than I was in my 20's. 

For the exception of anemia, due to much loss of blood that led to an urgent hysterectomy on 9/11/20. My vitals and blood work are now perfect and have been ever since. It's still strange to me not to see H (High) or L (Low) in bloodwork.

As I move forward with this post, you should have no doubt that all credit goes to GOD. I literally disowned myself, carried the cross, put my life in his hands and he has carried me through. 

Revelation 2:9 ASV — I know thy tribulation, and thy poverty (but thou art rich), and the blasphemy of them that say they are Jews, and they are not, but are a synagogue of Satan.

So, what happened in 2019?

I had just spent the last part of 2018 and early 2019 removing myself from politics and "Q" as I began to see the fraud behind both sides and how they were actually working together. I also had been reminded of the fraud religion was after JW's started knocking on my door in late 2017. 

What I found interesting was the year the JW's lied about the prediction of Armageddon, it crushed my spirit to know they were capable of lying, my brother Jack was recruited to the Marines. It was 1975, I saw the heartbreak it brought my parents. 

Now here we are in September of 2017 and it's the same story. JW's started knocking on my door and my boys were still in school and got recruited to the Marines, I was distraught to say the least. After witnessing what happened to my brother Jack, who until this day is still ill and has never recovered, getting sick after a couple years of service, it saddened me that my boys were now under their full control.

Strangely enough I started to see a parallel. Throughout the year in 2019, after my calling and waking up in the Spirit, I continued to see more and more parallels between the JW Org and the military/politics. They did business with the Jared Kushner; they hid their involvement with the UN, whom they called the "biblical beast", to something as simple as MEPS. I sat at the Mohegan Sun in July of 2018 for a Trump rally, suddenly "being privileged" that day to VIP seats, to exactly one year later attending an assembly for the JW Convention also at the Mohegan Sun, in July of 2019.

I also knew how one was owned once you signed up. Civilians belonging to the government and civilians belonging to the JW organization. 

  • How?

Once you sign up, you can't just leave the military at freewill within an allotted time without losing something, and you can't just leave the JW's at freewill, without losing something either, especially if your baptized by them. Some have lost their entire families. I know this firsthand as they broke up my family of 12 in the early 90's. I never wanted anything to do with them after that. I saw the evil in what they did, I was amazed by it, and it angered me.

Here's a simple story I'd like to share going back to the early 80's. When I was around 13, the JW's wanted me to get baptized. I was being pressured to get baptized because if I didn't, I wouldn't receive the reward of everlasting life. My thought was: "If I get baptized, I want it to be because of my love for the Father and the Son, not because I was going to receive a reward at the end". 

I made a decision that I would NOT get baptized because I felt it would not REFLECT the true meaning of my heart. It would be perceived that it was done for a reward that I would receive and not for the love that I truly had toward the Father and Son.

That was the final straw for me. I also knew that my God was a loving God. I couldn't accept the teaching that he would destroy unrighteous mankind during Armageddon to never return again because as it was by chance, that these would be alive. 

So, the unrighteous ones that died prior to Armageddon would be resurrected, but the unrighteous who happen to be around at the time of Armageddon wouldn't? It didn't add up and I wanted nothing to do with it. By 13, the decision was made in my heart. I never got baptized and eventually I left. Attending meetings only when I had to because of my mom.

Forward to 2019... 

  • Why would I go back to them after the horrors I experienced by them?
Because I had a TRUE CALLING FROM GOD, and I THOUGHT that they did too. In a dream I was asked to call my youngest brother who was an Elder. He told me to start calling out to Jehovah. Prior to speaking with him, in January/February I began to go through a frightening experience. I've touched on this in a previous post, but today I will share more details.

Blog post: 

Excerpt...

"My thinking went into overdrive, and I was picking up on the littlest of details and compartmentalizing them all. I felt like I was a machine, like my brain was a supercomputer. It was the scariest thing I had ever experienced, to feel that my mind was somehow infiltrated, robotic. Shortly after, I started writing...page, after page, after page, in one day's time I had enough pages to fill a book. I went to the library and started studying some books. "Thinking Fast and Slow" was one of them and "The Four Testaments" was another. I had bought many books and read them. I started reading books that I had at home, one was "Spirituality" that I had bought from the previous year."

Let's get to the story...

Having thoughts for the first time in 2018 that God might not exist, I found myself still searching for something that kept pulling at my spirit. In the meantime, I dug deep into politics and Q, hoping something good was finally going to take place. I was a republican for a few years now. I hated politics and never got involved with it, voting only once due to peer pressure, prior to the 2016 election.

By September of 2018 something within me was changing, I was no longer trusting either side and so I became a civil libertarian instead.

Still heavily involved on Twitter with "Q" and politics, I suddenly began to notice things more profoundly. I was picking up on things and predicting what would come next. Strangely enough, it did. 

Here's an example: On the day that General Flynn went to court in December of 2018, I had just shared an article on Twitter of Treason, somehow knowing the judge would announce it and sure enough, right after, Judge Sullivan brings up Treason against Flynn. I remember thinking, how did I know that? 

At this point, I've already begun to believe I was being tracked, that my every move was being watched. I felt like I was being "toyed" with. 

  • How could that be? 
  • Are they somehow reading my mind?

More and more strange things immerged and began to see how it was all a hoax. Politicians are just a cover for what the military or bigger powers are doing behind the scenes.

By January of 2019, I was becoming somewhat paranoid as I began to notice more and more details and patterns starting to immerge, it was uncanny how my brain started to see things beyond normal. I instantly removed myself from the world of politics. I wanted no part of it. 

Well, now it's too late. I'm sensing the military's presence. It's impossible to explain how, as it was many little things that I noticed. Example: I started seeing things almost instantly change on the internet. One minute reading one thing, almost in that instant, it now read something else. 

  • How was that possible?
  • How did that just happen?

Here's an example of something similar that took place.... 

It was on the JW app on my phone and my computer in June of 2019. I had installed the app after I had returned to the JW Organization. It's something that appeared on their app, then shortly after it disappeared off of the JW app. It was so unusual to me, considering all that I was already going through, it definitely stood out.

Pay close attention to the number on the image of the songs and to the titles of these 2 songs, specifically how "God's" is written in the title.

This is what is currently on the JW app. (Fig 1)

Fig 1

But this is what I saw in June of 2019.

I thought I had deleted it off of my phone but when I played music on the Amazon app from my phone (Fig 2) on February 8, 2021 (Fig 3), it shows how it originally was stored on my phone in June of 2019. 

It shows (song 6) for both songs in the image, yet the one song is actually (song 151) as you can see in Fig 6

Notice how God is spelled in "The Prayer of God's Servant" and "The Revealing of God's Sons". 

Fig 2

Fig 3

I made sure to take a screenshot of it because I still couldn't find it on my phone. I knew it was there, but I just didn't know where to look. I'm not that tech savvy. 

It reminded me of a European spelling in the sense that the (â) is used in the Portuguese language and it was mixed with the Euro symbol, and TM was before the s.

I remember asking: "Is this code for something?"

I'm still trying to discern the spirits at this point, knowing the false Christ was undoubtedly present, pretending to be Christ... and I experienced firsthand how JW Org were false Prophets. (1975)

1 John 4:1 ASV — Beloved, believe not every spirit, but prove the spirits, whether they are of God; because many false prophets are gone out into the world.

Again, this was what I had saved directly to my phone from the JW app in June of 2019, exactly as it is shown in Fig 2. When I printed the 2 songs out from my computer it had the strange spelling of God in the title. I wondered why it read that way and why it was only on a couple of songs.

As stated above, shortly after downloading it, it disappeared from the JW app and from my computer, but I could still see it on my phone. I assumed because I had downloaded it to my phone with the "typo" that it remained saved that way. It seemed quite strange to me though... the mysterious "typo" for spelling "God's" suddenly disappears along with the "6" for (song 151) from the JW app and my computer, but not my phone. 

I remember thinking, well at least I still have it on my phone if for some reason I had to use it as proof of something I could.

Aside from the songs being close to my heart, this was a big deal to me because I kept seeing a patterns and numbers, "6" being one of them, even prior to returning to the JW's. The other thing that caught my eye was how God was being spelled out, it was a strange spelling, and something didn't feel right to me.  I would pronounce it: God-ey-a, yet it's meaning to me in Portuguese would read "God is European"... "God é  Europeu".

We all know God is not from Europe... maybe the false god is, the false Christ, but not my God.

Example on how the letter (â) reads: 
English: Mediterranean
Portuguese: Mediterrâneo

This is the Euro symbol...  

TM before the S: (TM or TMS) = The symbolism can go in many directions, trademark, something to do with magnetic fields: Transverse Magnetic Wave or Transcranial magnetic stimulation. I don't know.

  • The unsuspecting test subject?   (a person or thing used as a subject for experiment)

I showed the screenshot to a devout JW recently, maybe a few months ago, he's one I trust puts his faith in God, not men. He's also the one that baptized me. Ironically enough, as I'm uploading the image for this post, I realized this screenshot was taken the day after my baptism. Anyway, he's been a JW since early 70's and digs deep into scripture, he had no idea what it was and said he never saw God written that way. 

This continued to confirm that there was something happening, I just didn't know for certain what it all meant. Knowing I couldn't trust JW Org, I had kept it to myself.

Military term that is often used: "Got your six", it means "I've got your back".

Shortly after returning to the JW's and studying the Bible for myself (day and night), I went through a phase where I burned all of my notes, (see excerpt above from a previous blog post) and deleted everything, including the printed songs. At the time, I still didn't know where all of this was headed, if JW's where for, or against God. 

In 2019, before leaving the JW's once again for a couple of months (late September-November -realizing things were still not right with them), I told an Elder "some" of what was happening to me, so he recommended that I burn all of my notes. I thought it was best until I got more clarity... I was testing the spirits and trusted that God would lead me to where I needed to be. Afterwards, I had deleted everything off of my phone too. It was many months later that I tried to find it again, but I couldn't.  

Had I not seen this on my JW app and seen it somewhere else, I probably wouldn't have put too much thought into it. Possibly a trademark of some kind. But because of what I was already going through, it stood out. 

  1. Two specific songs that meant something to me.
  2. The symbols are placed in-between the song title, not at the end, specific to the word "God's".
  3. The number 6 on the image of both songs. 

Here's a wonderful update...

At this very moment, I just tried bringing it up again on Amazon Music and it's not showing up. Although I had deleted everything off my phone, even recently, due to memory storage, I decided to check one of my stored files in a secure folder I have on my phone. 

Long and behold I still have some downloaded songs from the JW app on my phone. (Fig 4) I couldn't open them in my JW app because it would kick me back out, so I played it on google, but look at the titles, the song numbers are now normal, but these two specific songs still show up different. (Fig 5

Here's the screenshot of the song files...

Fig 4


It is strange how the "6" doesn't show in the image anymore for "The Revealing of God's Sons" it's now back to song 151, it somehow corrected itself. But it still has the symbols next to God for these two very specific songs. This was downloaded in June 2019 as verified in the image. 

You can see how the other songs read normal even with a song that has "God's" in the title.


Fig 5

Because of my calling, these songs had a very special meaning to me along with several others. One thing I've learned through these past 3 years, where there is bad, I will find the good. There are other ways these songs are played; in vocals, instrumental, etc., it's normal for the images to look different in appearance and numbers because it's played differently, even though it's the same song. The following links are for the ones listed above. I shared it in the event any want to listen to it.

So now back to the story...

At this point, I'm now seeing the numbers "6 and 9" pop out quite often, everywhere I went, certain colors stood out too, specifically red, black and white, and I was reminded of the blackholes in space simply by seeing a black circle. This doesn't even begin to touch on all that I was going through. The black ink blot that I did in art class at school when I was child, folding the paper and smooshing it, even that came to mind, something about ink and the brain. (psychology) 

I didn't understand the scriptures at the time because I had walked away as a child and refused to have anyone, especially JW's, tell me what the scriptures said. I had not yet returned to faith at this point.

Mark of the beast or GOD?

Quick fast forward...
I know now. As stated above it's all about balance, where there was evil, there was good too... I just had to choose.

I chose: GOD

Ezekiel 9:3-4 ASV — And the glory of the God of Israel was gone up from the cherub, whereupon it was, to the threshold of the house: and he called to the man clothed in linen, who had the writer’s inkhorn by his side. And Jehovah said unto him, Go through the midst of the city, through the midst of Jerusalem, and set a mark upon the foreheads of the men that sigh and that cry over all the abominations that are done in the midst thereof.

The story continues...

All in all, it became a frightening experience. I would hear someone read off numbers and it startled me; I kept reminding me of sleeper cells, so much so that I would ask that no one repeat a bunch of numbers to me, especially in sequence. At this point my family is thinking I'm losing it, myself included. 

Yet, I was still sane. 

Slowly, more started to immerge, but now it started becoming more sinister, dark forces of evil started to make themselves known. Halloween and what it stood for, clearly came to mind...back to the colors (red, black and white) also orange and green. I thought of vampires and the dark world. I was reminded of shows and movies, the Walking Dead and Game of Thrones, dragons and eggs. I would grocery shop and be reminded of the harvest, it made me sick. I also took note of dark eerie nights with a bright moon and black crows. Bright lights began to affect me, on cars at night, on digital devices, alarms and so on. 

Isaiah 59:5 ASV — They hatch adders' eggs, and weave the spider's web: he that eateth of their eggs dieth; and that which is crushed breaketh out into a viper.

Movies started to become the news; meaning, I started to see a connection in them to the "real" world. Everywhere I turned I either saw things that reminded me of the military's presence or Satan. People looked and behaved differently, as if they were somehow being controlled. Repeating themselves over and over, and not even noticing it.

I was in HELL

As this is becoming more apparent, I suddenly noticed a meaning to my tattoos, especially my lower back. I remember thinking it was the stamp of Satan; what I called the weed, always hating it. I was hysterically crying thinking I gave myself to Satan. As I'm writing you this, I'm reminded of how I wanted to add an eye to it, to change it up. I'm sure many of you know what that means, I'm so glad I didn't.

I have a dream: "Call your brother David".

He's the elder for the JW's I mentioned earlier, so I called him. He told me to pray to Jehovah and get rid of anything evil in my home. So, I did. At this point we're in March, as it's closer to the Memorial of Jesus Christ. I can't remember how I got a Bible, but I remember repeating a Psalm in my prayers over and over again.

It was from the NWT: 

"I have affection for you, O Jehovah, my strength. Jehovah is my crag and my stronghold and the One who rescues me. My God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, My shield and my horn of salvation, my secure refuge. I call on Jehovah, who is worthy of praise, And I will be saved from my enemies."

When I returned to the "church" I went to the Kingdom Hall for the first time on April 19, 2019, for the Memorial of Christ. I remember sitting there and reading the large text they had on the wall behind the podium.

It read:  
Isaiah 41:10Do not be afraid, for I am with you
Do not be anxious, for I am your God.

I cannot begin to express what it meant to me. It's as if I could literally hear God speak those words to me out loud and with strength and conviction. I didn't know how to feel...blessed, because he was there for me, yet somewhat frightening because of the power behind it.

I kept hearing:  "I AM your God", as if he were letting me know quite forceful that no other gods would take me.

My husband decided he too would return to the church, so to help him return, I went with him to a Catholic church near our home for Easter. At that time, he was still a Catholic. Passover was on Friday and Easter was on Sunday.

By now, I'm also seeing billboard signs of Jesus and crosses everywhere. I also began to pay attention to my birthmark, now noticing for the first time in my life that it resembled the letter Z and a lightning bolt. Also, the tattoo of the lilies on my lower abdomen somehow were significant, now the number (7) too, the date 09/11 and the time (11:11). Where I was born and the month, and my name. I'm still not understanding all its meaning at this point.

Moving forward...

What it means to me now...

  • Alpha and Omega - A to (Z)
  • Day of Jehovah - Lightning Bolt 
  • Reminder of the lilies. Psalm 45, 60,69, 80
  • Day of Rest - Millennium (7)
  • Jesus' death - 6th hour and 9th hour
  • 11th hour wage
  • Balance - 11:11
  • Name - Mary/Maria
  • Newark - New Ark
  • Red, black and White - The Four Horseman
  • Yellow and Green- Light and Peace
  • Orange - God's anger 
Blog Post:
Excerpt...

"As the orange clouds start moving, more and more appear, moving quickly and furious. I remember thinking Jehovah is angry and He was there to rescue me for all the bad that was being done to me. 

Psalm 18:8-10 ASV — There went up a smoke out of his nostrils, And fire out of his mouth devoured: Coals were kindled by it. He bowed the heavens also, and came down; And thick darkness was under his feet. And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly; Yea, he soared upon the wings of the wind."

Now the colors "red, black and white" brought me back to the book I wanted to write several years back about my life, exposing everything about myself, good and bad, to help those in need. At the time I felt I was already dead, so it didn't make a difference what people thought of me, but I knew my story could help many, especially women.


Blog Post:
Excerpt...
The Four Horsemen and You

"Little did I know what I was missing was spiritual food. I had none. Everything I was eating became toxic to me...everything. 

How could I help others when I couldn't even help myself...when I was spiritually unbalanced? 

Jehovah knows those who belong to Him, he knew all along what I was missing, He never left my side. It's February/March of 2019, 50 years old, the year my life completely turns around, I desperately reached out to Jehovah, and He brought me back."
What was once very dark had now started to turn to light. I saw a beautiful painting online of angels fighting a battle with demons. White above, fighting the dark below. It was so beautiful I wanted to paint it myself, but I never saved it and could never find it again.

I eventually returned to the JW's thinking they would understand and that they too were awakened. I was wrong. I stayed with them because it helped me to return to my roots, the love I had for Jehovah and Jesus Christ. In time, I saw how they were still seriously flawed. I was persecuted first for claiming to be anointed, and later for asking questions about teachings that were unbiblical. They silenced me... eventually I lost some family and friends. The love they "so much" profess to have for others went right out the door... no more love.

I returned to God, not religion. I've learned all religions are the same, just done differently. One may not lose their family, but you are still considered an outsider, different, and not one of their own, even if you are welcomed, because they "welcome" you at a distance. It's not about the people, it's about one's belief, one's church... indoctrination.

What is Transhumanism?

Many months back someone shared a video. It was about Transhumanism; I knew instantly what it was. "I now have name for it" was my thought, for all that I had experienced in 2019 and so forth. In the video it was said it's for the future. That's a lie. For me, it's already here.

Ephesians 6:11 ASV — Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

Ephesians 6:12 ASV — For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.


Ephesians 5:12 ASV — for the things which are done by them in secret it is a shame even to speak of.

"They are one people." - One World Order
Heaven is in your mind... third heaven.

Genesis 11:4-6 ASV — And they said, Come, let us build us a city, and a tower, whose top may reach unto heaven, and let us make us a name; lest we be scattered abroad upon the face of the whole earth. And Jehovah came down to see the city and the tower, which the children of men builded. And Jehovah said, Behold, they are one people, and they have all one language; and this is what they begin to do: and now nothing will be withholden from them, which they purpose to do.

Psalm 69:4 ASV — They that hate me without a cause are more than the hairs of my head: They that would cut me off, being mine enemies wrongfully, are mighty: That which I took not away I have to restore. (MIND)

Revelation 13:5 ASV — and there was given to him a mouth speaking great things and blasphemies; and there was given to him authority to continue forty and two months.

I experienced what I shared above and so much worse, including my body suddenly sitting itself up. I felt the presence of something with me; trying to control me, my head and body sometimes moving itself without my direction and hearing voices in my head (blasphemy) trying to give orders; at times demeaning, repulsive and threatening, to hearing certain music play; "wheels in the sky keep on turning" was a familiar one. Interestingly enough reminding me of the movie Transformers "Bumble Bee".

I found the good in the bad...

"When navigating, the bees are able to use the sun as a fixed reference point. This allows them to fly in a compass direction simply by keeping the angle between their line of flight and the sun constant. Bees that have successfully found food are then able to share the location through their dance language."

Jeremiah 7:11 ASV — Is this house, which is called by my name, become a den of robbers in your eyes? Behold, I, even I, have seen it, saith Jehovah.

It's a spiritual war...

Zechariah 14:2 ASV — For I will gather all nations against Jerusalem to battle; and the city shall be taken, and the houses rifled, and the women ravished; and half of the city shall go forth into captivity, and the residue of the people shall not be cut off from the city.

I didn't know there would be a name for it, it was enough to make one go insane, but yet I remained sane because I trusted in Jehovah, I had no fear because I knew he would protect me, and he certainly has. The scales have tilted, although I can still feel the attacks coming, they are much less powerful. 

Jehovah has taught me well and has continued to sustain me through these very difficult years. He is my strength and my savior, and yes, it is done through Christ.

Hebrews 13:6 ASV — So that with good courage we say, The Lord is my helper; I will not fear: What shall man do unto me?

His book: Homo Deus (God Man)

Homo Deus: "What's next?"
  • Upgrade humans into gods.
  • Not in the literary metaphor, in the literal sense.
  • Create and design life according to our wishes.
  • In Genisis...we are trying to acquire this divine ability to ourselves.
  • Reaching beyond the gods.
  • Gods like Jehovah can create only organic things.
  • Humans are trying to do better than that.
"Gods like Jehovah can create only organic things."

Well, what he forgot to mention is that without God, he wouldn't exist to come up with the abomination that they have conjured up. This is what he says the plan is, I know for fact it's already put into action. With all that's in front of you, there will be those who believe and sadly, those who don't. 

Interesting fact... I just noticed his middle name "NOAH". I had the following verse ready to go prior to finding this video. It was fitting before, but now it's perfect. It just goes to show how powerful and beautiful Jehovah God is.

Jesus' own words about the end times...

Matthew 24:37 ASV — And as were the days of NOAH, so shall be the coming of the Son of man.

  • Why do I share this story with you?
What I shared was just the tip of the iceberg, but because I've disowned myself and given my ALL to God, he's protected me. I continue to learn more and more, having an understanding of scripture unlike any other.
  • Why is that?

Because it's my story and Jehovah has revealed it to me through Christ. Yes, there is much that is present with me, but God's strength is stronger, as HE is present with me as well, through Christ. Something I told the JW's back in 2019 when I first returned. 

As I've stated in some of my posts, I've become aware of Christ and the Antichrist. The antichrist being a false Christ, pretending to be Christ.

Matthew 24:24 ASV — For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders; so as to lead astray, if possible, even the elect.

I may be human, but I'm OF GOD. I could discern the difference because I gave myself to him. I pray for those who can't.

I made a video explaining why ONE MUST discern the difference between the True Christ and the Antichrist...the pretend Christ. This particular video will be more focused on those who believe in the Triune God and/or Modalism, or recently as I've learned, some believe Jesus is God the Father, while still calling themselves trinitarians - believers in a triune God.

I've been asked if it really matters that one believes Jesus is God. It absolutely does, if you don't know who the Almighty God is and you are following the wrong Jesus, you will be deceived into the path of destruction. It means the spirit that one is listening to isn't actually CHRIST, but it's the pretend Christ... the Antichrist, the deceiver. Please don't be fooled and test the spirits.

It is my hope that many heed the warning. 

Here's a video I made to help break it down...

ANTICHRIST ~ The Storm is Near


The following blog post was recently updated. I'm sharing the update on here as well, as this continues to prove why false doctrines are dangerous and why one must always test the spirits...

Blog Post:
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I believe the pastors of this church rely on the Father through Christ (please see update below) for answers and are open for interpretation, they are humble enough to accept that change may need to take place even within themselves. 

Update07/22/22 
I began to notice that many prayers at this church weren't being addressed to the Father but to directly to Jesus Christ. I also began to notice that the Father was seldom spoken of. I approached the lead Paster to discuss this and learned that they actually believe Jesus Christ is the Father. Not too long ago I heard a Pastor pray to the heavenly Father who sits at the right hand of the Father. I'm not sure how that works especially since they say they believe in a "triune god" while worshipping Jesus as the Father. Is that not more like Modalism? I shared many scriptures to address this issue with them to no avail. I love that they at least try to help people and will continue to pray for them.

Ephesians 5:20 ASV — giving thanks always for all things in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to God, even the Father;

Sadly, I also need to address how I've recently been treated with disrespect by another Pastor. I was quite taken back by it, as I did not expect it from the Pastor who treated me this way. I had left the church a few weeks back and returned for a visit. This Pastor and I were in good terms, so I believed. After leaving, she had met with me for lunch, and all was very pleasant, we even shared much laughter together. About a week or so later, I texted her and told her I was stopping by to help out at the kitchen and that afterwards I would stop by to say hello to her and attend the study. She didn't respond, but I didn't put much thought into it.

When I arrived that day and saw her, I knew immediately something was not right. The study revealed her true colors and her clear dislike of me, I was treated like vermin that was sitting at her table. The following week when I returned to help in the kitchen, I took some time to approach her and discuss it, although she tried to be civil about it, it was made clear to me...I was not welcome. This is what happens when one follows the spirit of error and why following false doctrines are so dangerous... eventually the truth gets revealed. 

You'll know them by their fruits...
Matthew 7:15-20 ASV — Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly are ravening wolvesBy their fruits ye shall know them. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles? Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but the corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Therefore by their fruits ye shall know them.

1 John 4:6 ASV — We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he who is not of God heareth us not. By this we know the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error.

I have forgiven her and continue to keep her in my prayers.
End update.

James 1:26 ASV — If any man thinketh himself to be religious, while he bridleth not his tongue but deceiveth his heart, this man’s religion is vain.


We are to guide people to scripture and let them go to God, the Father for understanding. We are to drop the seed and teach them that God himself, through Christ, will make it grow. If it's meant to take root, it will take root. Timing is everything. Our job is just to guide them in the right path.

1 Corinthians 3:6 ASV — I planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.

I've heard it said, "all are welcome" but when someone asks to have an "open discussion" Bible study for the church (people) and it is denied, because one's belief differs from the church, then NO, all are not welcome. It's about YOU... YOUR belief and as it's been said, it's YOUR church, no longer making it God's church, because you've become partial to those who believe like you. 

Bible studies are to study the Bible, not just your belief and it should be open for ALL to discuss equally what scripture means to them, with no judgement. Not everyone thinks and believes like you. So please stop saying all are welcome, it's misleading... not only are you lying to yourself, but to others as well.

No one has the right to push their belief on another. If you are going to be partial and think your understanding is ABOVE another's, at least be honest about it, don't preach it differently. Also, if you are going to take on the responsibility to teach others, don't get upset with those who share scripture with you, just because it goes against what you teach, saying that they are trying to change "YOUR" church or wondering who they think they are to preach to you. 

You need to be humble enough to accept that maybe, just maybe, you are wrong about some things, especially teachings that come from man and not God's word. You will never know if that is so, if you continue to act as if you know better. When you can't use scripture to prove your point, you should be asking why? 
Please watch the Antichrist video above, it's for your benefit.

Matthew 23:12 ASV — And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be humbled; and whosoever shall humble himself shall be exalted.

Proverbs 3:5-6 ASV — Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding: In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he will direct thy paths.

I see many non-believers who have more faith in God (some don't know it yet) then those who say they believe. They see that they don't need a "religion", nor do they need to believe like you to be a good person, they just are. Then you have those who have left Babylon (religion) and are literally relying on GOD the Father to guide them through Christ, using YouTube and other means to bring believers together in a unified way. 

These will make it about love. They come from a wide range of religious beliefs and backgrounds, who now understand that all religion will fall.

LETTER OF THE HEART

The letter is written in your heart. 
When the times arrives, if one is of God and his Christ, you WILL know it. 

2 Corinthians 3:4-6 ASV — And such confidence have we through Christ to God-ward: not that we are sufficient of ourselves, to account anything as from ourselves; but our sufficiency is from God; who also made us sufficient as ministers of a new covenant; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life.

2 Timothy 1:7 ASV — For God gave us NOT a spirit of fearfulness; but of power and love and discipline.

It's not your job to tell people how scripture should read to them. It's your job to show them scripture, share your thoughts, then lead them to God. If they were truly in the Spirit of God, they will know it. They will start to comprehend that the Bible is an individual letter written to individual persons... YOU. 

Proverbs 4:18 ASV — But the path of the righteous is as the dawning light, That shineth more and more unto the perfect day.

My message in scripture WILL NOT be your message. The overall message is the same for all, but there is one that is unique to EACH of us. The Bible undoubtedly has been corrupted by man, along with religion, but God is stronger than the demons that led man to add and remove from scripture and/or against any bias of the translators or you. 

Matthew 15:7-9 ASV — Ye hypocrites, well did Isaiah prophesy of you, saying, This people honoreth me with their lips; But their heart is far from me. But in vain do they worship me, Teaching as their doctrines the precepts of men.

That's why many have walked away or become non-believers or refuse to believe. You don't lead by example. Please don't be led by the spirit of error, but by the spirit of Truth.

See blog Post:
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"Everyone has their own message that they need to follow, but for them to retrieve it, they too have to take the time to read it. You offer to help, but in the end, they have to understand it for themselves. The overall message is the same, but the message within is unique to all, each has to make it their own, in a way that works for them, because everyone is different and what works for one, may not work for the other."

As the storm approaches there will be a revival of the church and all true believers of God will soon wake up...that is when Babylon will fall.

Amos 8:11 ASV — Behold, the days come, saith the Lord Jehovah, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of Jehovah.

These will know who the Father and Son truly are... whether one is a believer or non-believer. Your religion will not matter. 

Condition of the heart...

Ezekiel 37:14 ASV — And I will put my Spirit in you, and ye shall live, and I will place you in your own land: and ye shall know that I, Jehovah, have spoken it and performed it, saith Jehovah.

Romans 2:29 ASV — but he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

Hebrews 11:27-31 ASV — By faith he forsook Egypt, not fearing the wrath of the king: for he endured, as seeing him who is invisible. By faith he kept the passover, and the sprinkling of the blood, that the destroyer of the firstborn should not touch them. By faith they passed through the Red sea as by dry land: which the Egyptians assaying to do were swallowed up. By faith the walls of Jericho fell down, after they had been compassed about for seven days. By faith Rahab the harlot perished not with them that were disobedient, having received the spies with peace.

Hebrews 12:25 ASV — See that ye refuse not him that speaketh. For if they escaped not when they refused him that warned them on earth, much more shall not we escape who turn away from him that warneth from heaven:

Hebrews 12:26-27 ASV — whose voice then shook the earth: but now he hath promised, saying, Yet once more will I make to tremble not the earth only, but also the heaven. And this word, Yet once more, signifieth the removing of those things that are shaken, as of things that have been made, that those things which are not shaken may remain.

Hebrews 12:28-29 ASV — Wherefore, receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us have grace, whereby we may offer service well-pleasing to God with reverence and awe: for our God is a consuming fire.

Please LOVE ONE ANOTHER, regardless of belief or disbelief. YOU be a good person, help all that you can and DO NOT JUDGE one by what they believe or don't believe. As it is, in the end, it could be YOU who had it all wrong. Have Bible studies that are open to all people (God's church) and give everyone a voice, not just for those who hold your belief (your church). Your fear that one can change your church shows LACK of FAITH.

God has no partiality...

Romans 2:10-11 ASV — but glory and honor and peace to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Greek: for there is no respect of persons with God.


I LOVE ALL MANKIND...because I know it's not against flesh and blood, but the evil spirits. 
I pray for ALL.

Revelation 16:13-16 ASV — And I saw coming out of the mouth of the dragon, and out of the mouth of the beast, and out of the mouth of the false prophet, three unclean spirits, as it were frogs: for they are spirits of demons, working signs; which go forth unto the kings of the whole world, to gather them together unto the war of the great day of God, the Almighty. (Behold, I come as a thief. Blessed is he that watcheth, and keepeth his garments, lest he walk naked, and they see his shame.) And they gathered them together into the place which is called in Hebrew Har-Magedon.

No one knows the day and hour, but you will know the season...

Deuteronomy 31:28 ASV — Assemble unto me all the elders of your tribes, and your officers, that I may speak these words in their ears, and call heaven and earth to witness against them.

Matthew 24:35-37 ASV — Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away. But of that day and hour knoweth no one, not even the angels of heaven, neither the Son, but the Father only. And as were the days of Noah, so shall be the coming of the Son of man.

2 Thessalonians 2:7 ASV — For the mystery of lawlessness doth already work: only there is one that restraineth now, until he be taken out of the way.

Heaven and earth testify...

Revelation 11:7 ASV — And when they shall have finished their testimony, the beast that cometh up out of the abyss shall make war with them, and overcome them, and kill them.

2 Corinthians 12:2 ASV — I know a man in Christ, fourteen years ago (whether in the body, I know not; or whether out of the body, I know not; God knoweth), such a one caught up even to the third heaven.

Revelation 22:16-17 ASV — I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things for the churches... the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely.

Matthew 22:14 ASV — For many are called, but few chosen.

For those who don't understand...

John 6:40 ASV — For this is the will of my Father, that every one that beholdeth the Son, and believeth on him, should have eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day.

May Jehovah through Jesus Christ bring you...

~  Peace, Love and Joy ~