Wednesday, January 26, 2022

Great Tribulation ~ Armageddon ~ Woes

Before I share scripture on the main topic, I want to share the following. When asking a question, the best place to get the answer is from scripture, not man. That doesn't mean that we can't go to man (scholars, commentators, "teachers", OTHER RELIGIONS, etc.) and their explanation of scripture. It would be silly not to do so. It's how the body of Christ works you need each other. Key words used "you need each other", that means all are equal, just with different gifts. 

The problem: If one explains scripture a certain way that makes sense to them, they should never force that understanding on others. If there's doubt on what you believe from others, there's a reason why, so don't teach it as fact, as sound doctrine, teach it as it's what YOU believe it to be, then show others why you believe it. Sadly, most have their own understanding of scripture then judge those who don't have the same understanding. Many even claim they have the truth.

There's only one that brings TRUTH...

Old Testament... Angel of the LORD, Prince of Peace

Daniel 10:21 ASV — But I will tell thee that which is inscribed in the writing of truth: and there is none that holdeth with me against these, but Michael your prince.

New Testament...The Firstborn of the New Creation

John 14:6 ASV — Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life: no one cometh unto the Father, but by me.

Romans 8:29 ASV — For whom he foreknew, he also foreordained to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren:

That is what religion today does, believe like me or you don't belong. Some will literally (shun) disfellowship you and others will do it in subtle way, (soft shunning) by keeping their distance and treating you as if you as a misfit, an outsider. Turning on you if you say something that goes against their belief or understanding. That shows a complete LACK of FAITH.
  • How many of your attendees actually read the Bible?
  • How many read the Bible and are told how to understand the scriptures?
  • How many read the same scripture but with a different understanding?
  • Who do you tell them to trust?
  • Should they trust your understanding, the church fathers, the scholars, the church or organization, books or literature written by men, not inspired by God?
2 Timothy 3:16 ASV — Every scripture inspired of God is also profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for instruction which is in righteousness:

  • Do you tell them to rely on the Father for understanding?
Proverbs 3:5-6 ASV — Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding: In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he will direct thy paths.

  • If they don't read the Bible, can they be easily misled?
Ecclesiastes 5:1 ASV — Keep thy foot when thou goest to the house of God; for to draw nigh to hear is better than to give the sacrifice of fools: for they know not that they do evil.

  • How many bring up a point to you and you disregard them?
  • How many are treated as "not understanding" because they're not scholars?
  • How many are treated as "not understanding" because they're not what you consider a teacher?
  • How many of you truly understand the following scripture?
Matthew 11:25 ASV — At that season Jesus answered and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou didst hide these things from the wise and understanding, and didst reveal them unto babes:

  • How many accept traditions of men and teach it as scripture?
Colossians 2:8 ASV — Take heed lest there shall be any one that maketh spoil of you through his philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ:

See blog post:

  • How many have brought up a question in scripture and were told not to worry about it?
  • How many say that you just need faith, instead of sharing an "actual" scripture to back their teaching?
  • How many are actually told "I don't know the answer to that, let's look into it together and see what we come up with"?
  • Most importantly, how many read a Bible with a LITERAL translation with God's name in it? 
Literal translations: ASV, YLT, the KJV has removed God's name, keeping only 4 verses (this should make you wonder "why"). 

These are translations, they're still not fully accurate to the Hebrew and Greek, but they're the closest.

Jeremiah 23:26-27 ASV — How long shall this be in the heart of the prophets that prophesy lies, even the prophets of the deceit of their own heart? that think to cause my people to forget my name by their dreams which they tell every man to his neighbor, as their fathers forgat my name for Baal.

(יהוה) Jehovah ~ it's in the name of Jesus: "Jehovah is Salvation"...Strong's G2424.

  • If you aren't taught His name, and know Him by name, how are you praying for His name to be honored?
Matthew 6:9 ASV — After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.

Matthew 6:9 NET — So pray this way: Our Father in heaven, may your name be honored,

  • If you are not praying for His name to be honored, whose name are you praying for?
  • Why are you as a church or teacher, not teaching this to your attendees or students?
  • Could you, yourself have been misled, inadvertently praying to an Antichrist, a false God?

Let the scripture speak for itself...
1 Corinthians 11:3 ASV — But I would have you know, that the head of every man is Christ; and the head of the woman is the man; and the head of Christ is God.

Deuteronomy 6:4 ASV — Hear, O Israel: Jehovah our God is one Jehovah:
One God, the Almighty...

Genesis 17:1 ASV — And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, Jehovah appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I am God Almighty; walk before me, and be thou perfect.

  • What does the Bible say about another God? (The Mighty God)
See blog post:

  • How many pray to Jesus or the Holy Spirit, instead of the Father?
Matthew 6:6 ASV — But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thine inner chamber, and having shut thy door, pray to thy Father who is in secret, and thy Father who seeth in secret shall recompense thee.

  • Why do you think that is?
  • Why do many do this, is it because they are confused and are taught there is a "triune" God?
Jesus' own words...
John 13:16 ASV — Verily, verily, I say unto you, A servant is not greater than his lord; neither one that is sent greater than he that sent him.

John 14:28 ASV — Ye heard how I said to you, I go away, and I come unto you. If ye loved me, ye would have rejoiced, because I go unto the Father: for the Father is greater than I.

  • Is God a God of confusion?
1 Corinthians 14:33 ASV — for God is not a God of confusion, but of peace. As in all the churches of the saints,

  • Does God lie?
Titus 1:2 ASV — in hope of eternal life, which God, who cannot lie, promised before times eternal;

Exodus 3:14-15 ASV — And God said unto Moses, I AM THAT I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you. And God said moreover unto Moses, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, Jehovah, the God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, hath sent me unto you: this is my name forever, and this is my memorial unto all generations.


Jehovah is the Father's name, you should use it and if you're a teacher, you should be teaching it. 

To those who say, "Well I don't call my father by his name", I say, "If you want to identify the difference between your father and someone else's father, you would". 

The Bible is called the "Holy Scriptures" and it has two parts, the Old Testament and the New Testament. If you are not teaching both parts and relying on God the Father (Jehovah) for understanding, then you might want to reconsider what you are teaching.

Hebrews 5:12 ASV — For when by reason of the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need again that some one teach you the rudiments of the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of solid food.

You are all confused for a reason, because you rely on man for understanding; your leaders, scholars and books, not the Father...

Acts 5:29 ASV — But Peter and the apostles answered and said, We must obey God rather than men.

See Blog Post:

Jehovah is my God and Father, I hope He becomes yours too...



Who are God's people?

1 Corinthians 1:23 ASV — but we preach Christ crucified, unto Jews a stumblingblock, and unto Gentiles foolishness;

The stumblingblock of a Jew... 

You make it about the Old Testament and/or about yourselves...disregarding Christ.

The foolishness of a Gentile...

You make it all about the New Testament and/or about yourselves...disregarding Jehovah.
  • What is the true meaning of a Jew?
  • Is it really about the Jews, the nation of Israel?

Heart condition...
Romans 2:28-29 ASV — For he is not a Jew who is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision which is outward in the flesh: but he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

With a Natural ability to understand...
1 Corinthians 14:2 ASV — For he that speaketh in a tongue speaketh not unto men, but unto God; for no man understandeth; but in the spirit he speaketh mysteries.

  • Is it really about a nation or a church?
Romans 2:14-15 ASV — (for when Gentiles that have not the law do by nature the things of the law, these, not having the law, are the law unto themselves; in that they show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience bearing witness therewith, and their thoughts one with another accusing or else excusing them);

  • Is God partial?
Romans 2:9-11 ASV — tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that worketh evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Greek; but glory and honor and peace to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Greek: for there is no respect of persons with God.


See blog post:

Revelation 8:13 ASV — And I saw, and I heard an eagle, flying in mid heaven, saying with a great voice, Woewoe, woe, for them that dwell on the earth, by reason of the other voices of the trumpet of the three angels, who are yet to sound.

1st Woe -

Revelation 9:1 ASV — And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star from heaven fallen unto the earth: and there was given to him the key of the pit of the abyss. 

Revelation 12:7 ASV — And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels going forth to war with the dragon; and the dragon warred and his angels;

Revelation 12:9 ASV — And the great dragon was cast down, the old serpent, he that is called the Devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world; he was cast down to the earth, and his angels were cast down with him.

Revelation 12:12 ASV — Therefore rejoice, O heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe for the earth and for the sea: because the devil is gone down unto you, having great wrath, knowing that he hath but a short time.

Revelation 9:12 ASV — The first Woe is past: behold, there come yet two Woes hereafter. 

Revelation 12:14 ASV — And there were given to the woman the two wings of the great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness unto her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.

Exodus 19:4 ASV — Ye have seen what I did unto the Egyptians, and how I bare you on eagles’ wings, and brought you unto myself.

See related blog post:

2nd Woe - still to pass. 
The second Woe only occurs when the bridegroom and bride are no longer heard.
These "Witnesses" are known to the enemy, not all mankind.

Revelation 11:3-4 ASV — And I will give unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth. These are the two olive trees and the two candlesticks, standing before the Lord of the earth.

Revelation 11:11 ASV — And after the three days and a half the breath of life from God entered into them, and they stood upon their feet; and great fear fell upon them that beheld them.

Revelation 18:10 ASV — standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Woe, woe, the great city, Babylon, the strong city! for in one hour is thy judgment come.

Luke 12:36 ASV — and be ye yourselves like unto men looking for their lord, when he shall return from the marriage feast; that, when he cometh and knocketh, they may straightway open unto him.

The Last Hour - False Prophet to be made desolate in one hour.

Revelation 18:16-17 ASV — saying, Woe, woe, the great city, she that was arrayed in fine linen and purple and scarlet, and decked with gold and precious stone and pearl! for in one hour so great riches is made desolate. And every shipmaster, and every one that saileth any whither, and mariners, and as many as gain their living by sea, stood afar off,

Revelation 18:19 ASV — And they cast dust on their heads, and cried, weeping and mourning, saying, Woe, woe, the great city, wherein all that had their ships in the sea were made rich by reason of her costliness! for in one hour is she made desolate.

Jeremiah 25:10 ASV — Moreover I will take from them the voice of mirth and the voice of gladness, the voice of the bridegroom and the voice of the bride, the sound of the millstones, and the light of the lamp.

Revelation 18:23 ASV — and the light of a lamp shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the princes of the earth; for with thy sorcery were all the nations deceived.

Revelation 11:12 ASV — And they heard a great voice from heaven saying unto them, Come up hither. And they went up into heaven in the cloud; and their enemies beheld them.

Revelation 11:14 ASV — The second Woe is past: behold, the third Woe cometh quickly.


3rd Woe
The Antichrist uses the False Prophet to deceive many into receiving the mark and false worship.

Revelation 19:19 ASV — And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat upon the horse, and against his army.

Revelation 19:20 ASV — And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought the signs in his sight, wherewith he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast and them that worshipped his image: they two were cast alive into the lake of fire that burneth with brimstone:




What is False Worship?

Romans 2:24 ASV — For the name of God is blasphemed among the Gentiles because of you, even as it is written.
  • What organization today use God's name, profane it, have false predictions, persecute their own, deny Christ as mediator, and make it about themselves?
The Watchtower Bible and Tract Society: JW organization claim to be the "only channel of communication" teaching that (GB) should be trusted as if it's Jehovah Himself, having countless follow them blindly, disregarding Christ, belittling his Honor by setting him aside and making themselves the mediator instead. You are an idol, a false god (false prophet) ...Antichrist.

Located in the heart of America, the Superpower - who is allied with (GB) - Great Britain (Anglo/America)

Exodus 32:1-6 (Golden Calf)

Exodus 32:7 ASV — And Jehovah spake unto Moses, Go, get thee down; for thy people, that thou broughtest up out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves:

When you know "the law and gospel" teachings but hide behind the law and use it to break the law...that is false worship.

  • What Church erased God's name, brought about a "triune" God, confusing millions, and stands in as the mediator?
The Catholic Church: When you deny Jehovah by saying He is part of a "triune" God and/or equal to Jesus Christ, denouncing Him as the Almighty Godthe Fatherthe only true God. When the Pope stands in as if it's Jesus Christ himself, teaches the false doctrine of the "trinity (triune) God" revered by many as if he is Jesus Christ, riddled with false teachings and has exalted himself. You are an idol, a false god (false prophet) ...Antichrist.

Located in Rome, the Vatican. (Roman Empire) 

Isaiah 43:11 ASV — I, even I, am Jehovah; and besides me there is no saviour.

When "it's all about the gospel" ignoring the Old Testament teachings and denying the Father...that is false worship.

  • What nation thinks it's all about them, that they are superior to any other human, who make it about the law, the Old Testament and deny Christ?
When you exalt yourselves above others, believing you are a favored people among nations. When you rely on the law and do not follow it. As Jews you denied and continue to deny the Messiah. You have become an idol (idolizing yourselves) a false god (false prophet) ...Antichrist.

Located in Israel, Jerusalem. (Where many anticipate the Messiah and others, the return of Christ)

Psalm 66:7 ASV — He ruleth by his might for ever; His eyes observe the nations: Let not the rebellious exalt themselves. Selah

When "it's about the law" ignoring the New Testament and denying Christ and exalting yourselves...that's false worship. 

  • What is a temple or church?
Finally, to all others, when you follow "man" and their theologies, instead of relying on Jehovah, teaching others that they need to follow men, the church, etc... that's false worship.

1 Corinthians 6:19 ASV — Or know ye not that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which ye have from God? and ye are not your own;

When you make it about the church (your belief) it becomes chaos or conformity, forming massive debates, no longer making it about God. If you say you are the truth, you already lied and need to correct it...

Proverbs 6:16-19 ASV — There are six things which Jehovah hateth; Yea, seven which are an abomination unto him: Haughty eyes, a lying tongue, And hands that shed innocent blood; A heart that deviseth wicked purposes, Feet that are swift in running to mischief, A false witness that uttereth lies, And he that soweth discord among brethren.

No one has the truth but Christ...

John 14:6 ASV — Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life: no one cometh unto the Father, but by me.

For the many who are expecting Christ to return to Jerusalem...

John 4:21 ASV — Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the hour cometh, when neither in this mountain, nor in Jerusalemshall ye worship the Father.

Matthew 24:23-25 ASV — Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is the Christ, or, Here; believe it not. For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders; so as to lead astray, if possible, even the elect. Behold, I have told you beforehand.

Ephesians 5:6 ASV — Let no man deceive you with empty words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the sons of disobedience.


Church and State...Power Houses
~ Israel, Rome, England/America ~
(Greatest Division - False Prophet and Antichrist)

Daniel 9:27 ASV — And he shall make a firm covenant with many for one week: and in the midst of the week he shall cause the sacrifice and the oblation to cease; and upon the wing of abominations shall come one that maketh desolate; and even unto the full end, and that determined, shall wrath be poured out upon the desolate.

Matthew 24:15 ASV — When therefore ye see the abomination of desolation, which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let him that readeth understand),

The Bible is a letter written to all mankind...it's up to you, the individual, to put your TRUST in Jehovah God and BELIEVE that HE will guide you. The church is you, find the message in the Bible, read from it in an undertone day and night and meditate on it. Be Christ-like and follow the examples given to you by Jesus Christ, it's the only way.

John 14:6 ASV — Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life: no one cometh unto the Father, but by me.

Psalm 1:1-2 ASV — Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the wicked, Nor standeth in the way of sinners, Nor sitteth in the seat of scoffers: But his delight is in the law of Jehovah; And on his law doth he meditate day and night.

Matthew 6:21 ASV — for where thy treasure is, there will thy heart be also.

Matthew 7:7 ASV — Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

Jehovah is gathering the sheep, it's up to you to do the right thing. Set your pride aside and open your hearts and minds to true understanding of scripture. The only way to do that is to rely on the Father and ask Him to guide you, it MUST be done with a pure heart. If your heart is not pure, you will remain blind...intentions of the heart, He knows it well.

Ezekiel 34:11 ASV — For thus saith the Lord Jehovah: Behold, I myself, even I, will search for my sheep, and will seek them out. 

Ezekiel 34:12 ASV — As a shepherd seeketh out his flock in the day that he is among his sheep that are scattered abroad, so will I seek out my sheep; and I will deliver them out of all places whither they have been scattered in the cloudy and dark day.  

Start by loving one another, with nothing to gain but sheer joy of sharing love toward each other, without bias of any kind...religious or political, believers or nonbelievers. Know who one another is, respect others' beliefs regardless of what they are, be concerned with your own belief and be certain it's accurate and acceptable by Jehovah God.

Matthew 22:37-40 ASV — And he said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second like unto it is this, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments the whole law hangeth, and the prophets.


To ex-JW's, please remember the love you once had for Jehovah and Jesus Christ, please reexamine what you've been taught since you've left. Return to Jehovah and He will guide you. There are countless ex-JWs who've already begun to do so, and some who've been doing it all along. Please turn away from the unbiblical trinity of a triune God, or whatever false teachings you've picked up on since leaving, follow Christ who is the church, but please rely on Jehovah to guide you. I understand your anger toward the JW Organization, I've been persecuted just the same, but do not let that blind you, keep love in your hearts. All religions teach some truths, and you were taught many, please hold on to them.

To ALL mankind around the world...Trust in the Father through Christ, not man.

Proverbs 3:5-6 ASV — Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding: In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he will direct thy paths.

Hebrews 4:12-13 ASV — For the word of God is living, and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing even to the dividing of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and quick to discern the thoughts and intents of the heart. And there is no creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and laid open before the eyes of him with whom we have to do.


You can't hide who you are from Jehovah...
He knows your heart. If it's true...you'll do the right thing, please be the sheep.


May Jehovah through Jesus Christ, bring you...
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~

Thursday, January 6, 2022

Awake ~ My Heartfelt Prayer ~ 2019 (Updated from May 18, 2020)

Once again, as I was making changes to this post from 05/18/20, I decided to add the updates and repost it anew, just as I did with my previous post on "Reflection" originally dated 04/30/20 and reposted on 12/11/21. I'm finding it to be an easier process, as there are some key points I would like to address.

Reminder of the Lilies...

The Bride: Church (Literal Woman) in Genesis 3:15
  • Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.
  • 2 Corinthians 12:2 ASV — I know a man (human) in Christ, fourteen years ago (whether in the body, I know not; or whether out of the body, I know not; God knoweth), such a one caught up even to the third heaven. (Mind)
  • 1 Timothy 2:15 ASV — but she shall be saved through her child-bearing, if they continue in faith and love and sanctification with sobriety.
  • Isaiah 43:10 ASV — Ye are my witnesses, saith Jehovah, and my servant whom I have chosen; that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.
  • Matthew 24:45-47 ASV — Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath set over his household, to give them their food in due season? Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing. Verily I say unto you, that he will set him over all that he hath.
  • Zechariah 4:14 ASV — Then said he, These are the two anointed ones, that stand by the Lord of the whole earth.
  • Revelation 11:4 ASV — These are the two olive trees and the two candlesticks, standing before the Lord of the earth.
  • Revelation 1:20 ASV — the mystery of the seven stars which thou sawest in my right hand, and the seven golden candlesticks. The seven stars are the angels of the seven churches: and the seven candlesticks are seven churches.
  • Proverbs 8:1-4 ASV — Doth not wisdom cry, And understanding put forth her voice? On the top of high places by the way, Where the paths meet, she standeth; Beside the gates, at the entry of the city, At the coming in at the doors, she crieth aloud: Unto you, O men, I call; And my voice is to the sons of men.
  • Revelation 22:16-17 ASV — I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things for the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, the bright, the morning star. And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely.
See blog post: 

The Seed: Awake virgins - Church (Body of Christ) in Genesis 3:15
  • Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.
  • Luke 12:37 ASV — Blessed are those servants, whom the lord when he cometh shall find watching: verily I say unto you, that he shall gird himself, and make them sit down to meat, and shall come and serve them.
  • Matthew 25:6 ASV — But at midnight there is a cry, Behold, the bridegroom! Come ye forth to meet him.

Psalm 60:11 ASV — Give us help against the adversary; For vain is the help of man.

Psalm 80:17-19 ASV — Let thy hand be upon the man of thy right hand, Upon the son of man whom thou madest strong for thyself. So shall we not go back from thee: Quicken thou us, and we will call upon thy name. Turn us again, O Jehovah God of hosts; Cause thy face to shine, and we shall be saved.

1 Corinthians 1:26 ASV — For behold your calling, brethren, that not many wise after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called:

First the church (bride) literal Woman, 
then when Jesus returns from the wedding...the Awake Virgins that follow her to the wedding feast.


Outward appearances cannot fool Jehovah...condition of the heart.

Jeremiah 9:25 ASV — Behold, the days come, saith Jehovah, that I will punish all them that are circumcised in their uncircumcision:

Matthew 22:14 ASV — For many are called, but few chosen.


(Originally Posted on Monday, May 18, 2020) 
Includes additional edits/updates in bold.

Without getting into too much explanation, I'd simply like to state that in the start Jan/Feb of 2019, I felt the government managed a way to get into my head. I'd suddenly become aware of everyone and everything in explicit detail. Shortly after, I felt that I had also become surrounded by evil spirits, soon after...feeling that it was Satan himself. 

Matthew 24:15 ASV — When therefore ye see the abomination of desolation, which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let him that readeth understand),

Revelation 12:14 ASV — And there were given to the woman the two wings of the great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness unto her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.

See blog post: 

Who Really Controls the World?

Psalm 69:4 ASV — They that hate me without a cause are more than the hairs of my head: They that would cut me off, being mine enemies wrongfully, are mighty: That which I took not away I have to restore.


1 Peter 4:12 ASV — Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial among you, which cometh upon you to prove you, as though a strange thing happened unto you:

My thinking went into overdrive, and I was picking up on the littlest of details and compartmentalizing them all. I felt like I was a machine, like my brain was a supercomputer. It was the scariest thing I had ever experienced, to feel that my mind was somehow infiltrated, robotic. Shortly after, I started writing...page, after page, after page, in one day's time I had enough pages to fill a book. I went to the library and started studying some books. "Thinking Fast and Slow" was one of them and "The Four Testaments" was another. I had bought many books and read them. I started reading books that I had at home, one was "Spirituality" that I had bought from the previous year.

1 Timothy 4:1 ASV — But the Spirit saith expressly, that in later times some shall fall away from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits and doctrines of demons,

Suddenly, in a dream, I was asked to reach out to my brother David, who is an Elder for the Jehovah's Witnesses. That morning, I did just that, I called my brother and over the phone he said a prayer with me. He asked Jehovah to help me. David told me it was very important to call out to Jehovah, using His name as often as possible. I thanked him and we hung up. Slowly, I started cleaning out my home from anything I thought could be evil and I began to reach out to Jehovah. The strangest thing started happening...the more I reached for Jehovah, the more I felt as if I was being forced or held back from doing so. Like there was a force within me, working against me, that wouldn't allow it, trying to stop me, blocking me...things got worse, much worse, before they got better.

Zechariah 13:9 ASV — And I will bring the third part into the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried. They shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people; and they shall say, Jehovah is my God.


1 Timothy 4:6 ASV — Let no man deceive you with empty words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the sons of disobedience.

Ephesians 5:12 ASV — for the things which are done by them in secret it is a shame even to speak of.

My entire life had flashed before me, I felt that I had made a vow to Jehovah as a child and that I betrayed Him. In doing so, I somehow "became" or "awakened" Satan within myself. I remember not wanting to be Satan or any part of him. I started to remember parts of the bible and how sinister and evil Satan really was and the passage of Satan's seed. "It was my fault" I thought, I couldn't remember why, but I felt that I did something immensely wrong toward Jehovah, that I somehow helped Satan go against Him, that I committed the ultimate Sin. I turned on Jehovah and I had to pay the price. That ugly tattoo on my lower back that I always hated and never wanted, went from being what I called "an ugly weed" to the mark of Satan. Time to pray, intensely.

Matthew 15:13 ASV — But he answered and said, Every plant which my heavenly Father planted not, shall be rooted up.

Ephesians 6:12 ASV — For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.
 
It's now been well over a year and much has changed since. But I will share my sincerest and deepest prayer to Jehovah. I will not be quoting it word for word, but I will give you an overview of what I had prayed for. 

It was still very cold out, March/April 2019. I went out on my deck and sat on the edge of the patio chair that had been left out. I was very sad and hurt, because I knew what I was about to ask for.

My Sincerest, Deepest, Heartfelt Prayer to Jehovah

I asked Jehovah to please forgive me for betraying Him and allowing myself to be overtaken by Satan. That even though I couldn't remember what I did wrong as a child, that somehow, I must have allowed Satan in...to please forgive me and kindly take my life away. I had made a vow from my very last suicide attempt, that I would never take my own life again, so I knew it couldn't be me. So, I'm asking Jehovah, please do it for me.

Having been a part of the Jehovah's Witnesses, I never stopped believing in Jehovah, I never blamed Him for my downfall, I just stopped believing in certain people within the JW Organization itself, which was why I had left. I still believed in the Bible, in Jesus' teachings, and what I could remember in Genesis and the prophecy in Revelation...Armageddon.

I then asked for forgiveness for all of my sins, all of them, the one's I could remember and the one's I couldn't. Having allowed the betrayal of Satan toward Jehovah, I should be destroyed to never return. If it had to be my life, for mankind to have eternal life, then it was worth it. That if it had to be me, that I was "freely" giving myself as the ultimate sacrifice for the ultimate Sin of allowing Satan in and betraying Jehovah.

It saddened me that I wouldn't have the opportunity to see my mom again, who had passed away 8 years earlier. So, I asked, although undeserved, if Jehovah would please allow me to see, briefly, what it would be like for mankind to finally be free of Satan and have a Paradise Earth, the long-awaited Promise everyone had been hoping for. In the end I would die happy, I would've taken Satan with me, Jehovah's Name would be Vindicated, and Christ Jesus would finally rule the world as King.

I felt an amazing amount of peace overtake me. I was both, sad and happy. I felt a sense of relief, like it was finally over, no more suffering and no more tears, even for me. I no longer minded that I had to be the Ultimate Sacrifice. It had finally come to a finish, the Earth restored to its intended beauty and Mankind restored to perfection, full of Happiness and Love, Jehovah's Promise and I would finally be free and laid to rest.

Why share this prayer with you now?

Because it's Jehovah's will...when you dedicate yourself to God, never lose sight that you “disown” yourself.

Matthew 16:24 ASV — Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man would come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

My prayer was private, no one needed to know, it was between me and Jehovah. There was one whom had some knowledge of what I had prayed for and that I trusted and confided in. She was the sister whom I had started studying with, back in May/June of 2019, when I finally made the decision to return to the Jehovah's Witnesses. I've since not shared it with anyone, I just recently mentioned it to my husband and told him that it was going out in a post today.

That day, I had dedicated myself to Jehovah, and Jehovah has since shown me the way and taught me well. I have much more to learn and that I continue to learn. I know that I am imperfect, and I will make mistakes...but have no doubt, my mind and my heart will ALWAYS belong to and be about JEHOVAH. I'd rather my life end indefinitely, than ever make it about myself or anyone else.

For as far back as I could remember, I had always felt I was worthless. Jehovah has shown me that I'm not. Words spoken very often and every day..."Eu Amo-te Jeová" ~ "I Love you Jehovah". 


Colossians 1:9-12 ASV — For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray and make request for you, that ye may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, to walk worthily of the Lord unto all pleasing, bearing fruit in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all power, according to the might of his glory, unto all patience and longsuffering with joy; giving thanks unto the Father, who made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light;

What's the lesson? 

It is not about man, it's not about me and it's not about you, or whether one is anointed or not. 
It's about Jehovah and the Evil that Satan has created.

It's about the Vindication of Jehovah's Name...and to Never forget the Love that He's shown...Jesus Christ.

Matthew 6:9-10 ASV — After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so on earth.

I've learned there is only One I can trust and only One that I will trust...Jehovah, through Jesus Christ.

Colossians 1:13 ASV — who delivered us out of the power of darkness, and translated us into the kingdom of the Son of his love;


Colossians 2:6-7 ASV — As therefore ye received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in him, rooted and builded up in him, and established in your faith, even as ye were taught, abounding in thanksgiving.

God’s Judgments​—Does He Always Give Enough Warning?
Excerpt... 
"Jehovah God is now alerting earth’s inhabitants to a “storm” that is more ominous than anything they might hear about in a weather report. How is he doing so?

Stay Faithful Through the “Great Tribulation”"
 
All
religion (False Prophet) will be destroyed, including the Jehovah's Witness Organization. The above article is written by them and, unknown to most of them, it is about them as well. 

Continued updates 01/06/22:

There is only ONE who has the TRUTH...

John 14:6 ASV — Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, and the truth, and the life: no one cometh unto the Father, but by me.

The Church is the Body of Christ...

1 Corinthians 3:16 ASV — Know ye not that ye are a temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?

Matthew 22:37-40 ASV — And he said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second like unto it is this, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments the whole law hangeth, and the prophets.

1 Corinthians 1:24 ASV — but unto them that are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God.

The religion you belong to will not matter, if you belong to the Father, you will know it...

John 6:40 ASV — For this is the will of my Father, that every one that beholdeth the Son, and believeth on him, should have eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day.

John 6:44 ASV — No man can come to me, except the Father that sent me draw him: and I will raise him up in the last day.

End update.



I've been away from home... it's my hope that I will continue with my Art, now that I've returned.


~ Peace, Love and Joy ~