Watercolor Painting
Some updates have been made: 03/04/21, may need to make more as time moves forward.(Updates:03/04/21; 06/08/22; 08/01/22)
Floral Arrangement ~
Key Memory
1973
Kindergarten, I was 5 years old, loved nap time with my blue and green plaid wool blanket, playing dress up with hats, I remember the pink sequence one distinctively, and at snack time grabbing some milk.
Kindergarten, I was 5 years old, loved nap time with my blue and green plaid wool blanket, playing dress up with hats, I remember the pink sequence one distinctively, and at snack time grabbing some milk.
Fact ~
I'd say it's been about 2 to 3 years now that I haven't done this, but whenever I was in distress I would rock myself to sleep and hum a particular song. This song has stayed with me since childhood. After time had passed, I couldn't remember what song it came from, but I remember thinking I might have been a song from when I would go to the Kingdom Hall as a child.
Matthew 26:30 ASV — And when they had sung a hymn, they went out into the mount of Olives.
2019
Well, last year I went out on a search to find out what this song it was, so I started humming it to fellow Jehovah's Witnesses. Come to find it indeed is a song from long ago. My study at the time recognized it, she said it was an old song. She actually knew the full story behind it. I don't remember the full story other than it had something to do with 1914 and/or the concentration camps. We sat on a Friday discussing how we would try to get a copy of the (then) Pink Songbook.
Well, last year I went out on a search to find out what this song it was, so I started humming it to fellow Jehovah's Witnesses. Come to find it indeed is a song from long ago. My study at the time recognized it, she said it was an old song. She actually knew the full story behind it. I don't remember the full story other than it had something to do with 1914 and/or the concentration camps. We sat on a Friday discussing how we would try to get a copy of the (then) Pink Songbook.
UPDATE: Jesus did not begin his rule in heaven in 1914, that is an incorrect calculation. The 1,260 in Revelation 12 are actual days, not years.
1,260, 42 months, 3 1/2 years (x2) = 7 years
09/27/17 - 03/2019 Year of the Jubilee (Horn Blast)
(7) 1975 - False prediction of Armageddon (stumbling) - brother recruited to Marines
(49) 09/2017 - JW's started knocking - twin boys recruited to Marines
(50) Spring 2019 - Awakened (Tribulation)
(7) 1975 - False prediction of Armageddon (stumbling)
(49) 09/2017 - JW's started knocking - twin boys recruited to Marines
(50) Spring 2019 - Awakened (Tribulation)
(7) 1975 - False prediction of Armageddon (stumbling)
- [Rom 9:32-33 ASV] Wherefore? Because [they sought it] not by faith, but as it were by works. They stumbled at the stone of stumbling; even as it is written, Behold, I lay in Zion a stone of stumbling and a rock of offence: And he that believeth on him shall not be put to shame.
(49) 09/2017 - JW's started knocking
- [Dan 9:27 ASV] And he shall make a firm covenant with many for one week: and in the midst of the week he shall cause the sacrifice and the oblation to cease; and upon the wing of abominations [shall come] one that maketh desolate; and even unto the full end, and that determined, shall [wrath] be poured out upon the desolate.
- [Zep 1:16 ASV] a day of the trumpet and alarm, against the fortified cities, and against the high battlements.
- [Rev 12:1 ASV] And a great sign was seen in heaven: a woman arrayed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars;
- [Jer 30:7 ASV] Alas! for that day is great, so that none is like it: it is even the time of Jacob's trouble; but he shall be saved out of it.
- [Mat 24:15 ASV] When therefore ye see the abomination of desolation, which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let him that readeth understand),
- [Psa 69:4 ASV] They that hate me without a cause are more than the hairs of my head: They that would cut me off, being mine enemies wrongfully, are mighty: That which I took not away I have to restore. (MIND)
- [Rev 12:13-14 ASV] And when the dragon saw that he was cast down to the earth, he persecuted the woman that brought forth the man [child]. And there were given to the woman the two wings of the great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness unto her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.
07/2019 - Memory/Vision (Massive Cloud)
JW Assembly at Mohegan Sun - 07/2018 Trump Rally at Mohegan Sun
- [Dan 7:13-14 ASV] I saw in the night-visions, and, behold, there came with the clouds of heaven one like unto a son of man, and he came even to the ancient of days, and they brought him near before him. And there was given him dominion, and glory, and a kingdom, that all the peoples, nations, and languages should serve him: his dominion is an everlasting dominion, which shall not pass away, and his kingdom that which shall not be destroyed.
12/14/2019 - Vision - Orchard Park
- [Psa 18:1-3 ASV] For the Chief Musician. [A Psalm] of David the servant of Jehovah, who spake unto Jehovah the words of this song in the day that Jehovah delivered him from the hand of all his enemies, and from the hand of Saul: and he said, I love thee, O Jehovah, my strength. Jehovah is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; My God, my rock, in whom I will take refuge; My shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower. I will call upon Jehovah, who is worthy to be praised: So shall I be saved from mine enemies.
- Song of Solomon
10/2020 "Silenced" by Jehovah's Witnesses for asking questions (testing the spirits).
- [Mat 24:15 ASV] When therefore ye see the abomination of desolation, which was spoken of through Daniel the prophet, standing in the holy place (let him that readeth understand),
- [Dan 9:27 ASV] And he shall make a firm covenant with many for one week: and in the midst of the week he shall cause the sacrifice and the oblation to cease; and upon the wing of abominations [shall come] one that maketh desolate; and even unto the full end, and that determined, shall [wrath] be poured out upon the desolate.
- [Dan 11:31 ASV] And forces shall stand on his part, and they shall profane the sanctuary, even the fortress, and shall take away the continual [burnt-offering], and they shall set up the abomination that maketh desolate.
- [Dan 12:11 ASV] And from the time that the continual [burnt-offering] shall be taken away, and the abomination that maketh desolate set up, there shall be a thousand two hundred and ninety days.
- Revelation 18:4 ASV - And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come forth, my people, out of her, that ye have no fellowship with her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues:
Excerpt..."Turn Satan on its head 666 - you get 999 + 1 = 1,000 years, 7th Day, Rest"
Evil slave...
Matthew 24:50 ASV - the lord of that servant shall come in a day when he expecteth not, and in an hour when he knoweth not,
Matthew 18:12-14 ASV — How think ye? if any man have a hundred sheep, and one of them be gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety and nine, and go unto the mountains, and seek that which goeth astray? And if so be that he find it, verily I say unto you, he rejoiceth over it more than over the ninety and nine which have not gone astray. Even so it is not the will of your Father who is in heaven, that one of these little ones should perish.
They are under the spell...
100 years ~ the lie (1914)
- Exodus 20:3 ASV — Thou shalt have no other gods before me. (GB exalted themselves.)
- Exodus 20:7 ASV — Thou shalt not take the name of Jehovah thy God in vain; for Jehovah will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain. (They took on his name.)
- Exodus 20:14 ASV — Thou shalt not commit adultery. (Harlot)
- Exodus 20:15 ASV — Thou shalt not steal. (Minds of millions.)
- Exodus 20:16 ASV — Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbor. (Silenced 10/20)
- Exodus 20:17 ASV — Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbor’s wife, nor his man-servant, nor his maid-servant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor anything that is thy neighbor’s. (Desiring what DOESN'T belong to them - Faithful Slave/Servant)
Anointed ~ Marriage to the Lamb
until death do you part ~ (Flesh/Spirit) (Mind/Heart) (Worldly way/Godly way)
Three Witnesses ~ Spirit/Water/Blood
- 1 John 5:5 ASV — And who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?
- 1 John 5:6-8 ASV — This is he that came by water and blood, even Jesus Christ; not with the water only, but with the water and with the blood. And it is the Spirit that beareth witness, because the Spirit is the truth. For there are three who bear witness, the Spirit, and the water, and the blood: and the three agree in one.
Rainbow Covenant... Colors of the Rainbow ~ Yellow/Blue/Red
Favorite color: Yellow
Like Father, Like Son, Like Daughter and the 3 become 1 (complete). Genesis 3:15
Luke 8:42-43, 48 ASV — for he had an only daughter, about twelve years of age, and she was dying. But as he went the multitudes thronged him. And a woman having an issue of blood twelve years, who had spent all her living upon physicians, and could not be healed of any, ... And he said unto her, Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace.
UPDATE: The woman in Revelation 12 is not a symbolic for church, she is an actual woman.
That day, I also learned that she was going to the Newark Kingdom Hall to do voluntary work on the driveway. For myself, living and working in the Tri-State area, it's not unusual to travel between the 3 states, but for her it was unusual, she typical stayed within the Keystone State, we were both very surprised at what a coincidence it was.
The next day, Saturday, I asked a brother from the Kingdom Hall, who took care of ordering literature, if he could get me a copy, but because it was so old, an antique, he was doubtful. Much to my surprise, on Sunday when I went to the Kingdom Hall for field service I found it in the back room, it was in English...but it was there nonetheless, what an amazing find. Jehovah makes his ways known.
The name of the song is "Forward You Witnesses" or "Avancem Testamunhas" in Portuguese.
UPDATE: The Two Witnesses are not how the Governing Body of the JW Organization explained them to be, it is "specific" to an individual.
Matthew 24:45 - The Faithful and Discreet Slave. (Faithful Servant)
Key Memory ~
As my memory starts to come back to me, I've come to realize I learned a lot by the time I was in 5th Grade. I remember learning the Greek Alphabet in Portuguese and repeating it, but it is still somewhat of a vague memory.
The one's I remembered clearly where; Alpha, Beta, Gamma, Epsilon, Iota, Kappa, Nu, Xi, Omicron, Pi, Rho and Upsilon.
As this all continues to unravel and I reverse back in time, please bear with me.
I'll share a few to give you an idea...
Jehovah's Holy Mountain ~ Delta - Tristate
Zeta - Always good at Games/Puzzles
Tau - Tap Air Portugal, Asia
Omega - Kind, He will call
Most Holy
Direct Lineage ~ Asia - Tajikistan Garden of Eden (start) Portugal (midway) NewArk, New Jersey (end) Fold the MAP
Fact ~ Reminders
Direct Lineage ~ Asia - Tajikistan Garden of Eden (start) Portugal (midway) NewArk, New Jersey (end) Fold the MAP
Fact ~ Reminders
1968 Born in NewArk, NJ
Garden State
1978 Lived on Salem Ave. in Hillside (Sermon on the Mount), New Jer(sey)salem
1998/99 Lived in Flanders NJ - Mt. Olive Township and worked at Cornerstone Management
Exodus 12:7 ASV — And they shall take of the blood, and put it on the two side-posts and on the lintel, upon the houses wherein they shall eat it.
Update: quick rundown
2017 visit from JW's (only had one knock on my door in the mid 90's from JW's since I left the organization in the mid 80's) It was around September; my boys had just been recruited to join the military.
2018 I became highly upset with JW's, felt they were making it about themselves (exalted) and not Jehovah and Jesus Christ. Set out to prove they were false. Did intense research on them. Later, gave up, it had been some time before they returned and realized it wasn't worth the argument. Went to Trump Rally Mohegan Sun in PA (VIP seats).
2019 I was given an Olive Tree as a gift, had a dream to return to Jehovah, called my brother (an elder for JW) made a decision to start studying with JW's... Tribulation began early in Jan/Feb. Prayer to Jehovah in March/April.
2020 I partook of the bread and wine for the first time at the Memorial of Jesus Crist. I was refused baptism by JW's in July and Oct., had a rather urgent hysterectomy on 9/11 (Barren Woman) Isaiah 54. Silenced by JW's the end of October, no longer allowed to be an unbaptized publisher, comment, ask questions or have a study. Eventually losing family and friends.
2021 February 7, baptized properly in the name of the Father, the Son and the holy spirit, submerged in Christ Jesus, as a Witness for Jehovah, not for the organization. Left the JW Organization on 4/11 following the Memorial of Christ.
Isaiah 43:10 ASV — Ye are my witnesses, saith Jehovah, and my servant whom I have chosen; that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.
Two Witnesses: Heaven and Earth - Spirit and Bride
- Deuteronomy 31:28 ASV — Assemble unto me all the elders of your tribes, and your officers, that I may speak these words in their ears, and call heaven and earth to witness against them.
- Matthew 24:35 ASV — Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away.
- Revelation 11:3 ASV — And I will give unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth.
Isaiah 60:22 ASV — The little one shall become a thousand, and the small one a strong nation; I, Jehovah, will hasten it in its time.
Matthew 11:11 ASV — Verily I say unto you, Among them that are born of women there hath not arisen a greater than John the Baptist: yet he that is but little in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he.
Revelation 22:17 ASV — And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely.
Revelation 13:18 ASV — Here is wisdom. He that hath understanding, let him count the number of the beast; for it is the number of a man: and his number is Six hundred and sixty and six.
See also blog posts:
Mount of Olives...
Matt 24: 3-14 sign of Christ's return.
Matt 24: 21 great tribulation
Matt 24:36 day and hour nobody knows
Matt 24:41 1 taken, 1 abandoned (spirit, flesh)
Matt 24:44 Be on the Ready
Matt 24:45, 46 Faithful and Discreet Slave (not GB of JWs)
Talents and Judgement...
Matt 25:20,21 5 talents
Matt 25: 29 more or less
Matt 25:33 sheep on the right, goats on the left
Matt 25: 34-40 If you did it for them, you did it for me
Matt 26:7 alabaster jar
Matthew 26:13 ASV — Verily I say unto you, Wheresoever this gospel shall be preached in the whole world, that also which this woman hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her.
Little did I know how much significance it would have. Jehovah has never left my side; in times of distress, he has comforted me. He has welcomed me home and I am Happy to be back.
Isaiah 54:10-11 ASV — For the mountains may depart, and the hills be removed; but my lovingkindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall my covenant of peace be removed, saith Jehovah that hath mercy on thee. O thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will set thy stones in fair colors, and lay thy foundations with sapphires.
Prophecy (hidden)... only those who are meant to know will know.
Luke 1:45-47 ASV — And blessed is she that believed; for there shall be a fulfilment of the things which have been spoken to her from the Lord. And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour.
Keep on the watch...
Matthew 26:41 ASV — Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.
Matthew 27:52 ASV — and the tombs were opened; and many bodies of the saints that had fallen asleep were raised;
PLEASE NOTE, when reading this, the slave is actually a Woman, not a church or Organization. It did not begin in 1914.
Q - (17) Queen/Harlot - WWG1WGA
Reminder of the lilies... choose, heads or tails.
Psalm 45:7 ASV — Thou hast loved righteousness, and hated wickedness: Therefore God, thy God, hath anointed thee With the oil of gladness above thy fellows.
Psalm 45:14 ASV — She shall be led unto the king in broidered work: The virgins her companions that follow her Shall be brought unto thee.
Marriage to the Lamb/Harlot
Jesus/Nations
Water/balance (blue)...
Jehovah's Kingdom Rules, Marriage to the Lamb
Revelation 19:6-9 ASV — And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunders, saying, Hallelujah: for the Lord our God, the Almighty, reigneth. Let us rejoice and be exceeding glad, and let us give the glory unto him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready. And it was given unto her that she should array herself in fine linen, bright and pure: for the fine linen is the righteous acts of the saints. And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they that are bidden to the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he saith unto me, These are true words of God.
Luke 13:10-13 ASV — And he was teaching in one of the synagogues on the sabbath day. 11 And behold, a woman that had a spirit of infirmity eighteen years; and she was bowed together, and could in no wise lift herself up. And when Jesus saw her, he called her, and said to her, Woman, thou art loosed from thine infirmity. And he laid his hands upon her: and immediately she was made straight, and glorified God.
Luke 13:16 - Daughter of Abraham
R- released
(18) captive
Fall of Babylon...
S - Sorcery/Spell
(19) Snake
Revelation 18:23 ASV — and the light of a lamp shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the princes of the earth; for with thy sorcery were all the nations deceived.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-9 (balance) (time)
T - (20) Time/Tower
W - Water turns to Wine...
John 2:1 ASV — And the third day there was a marriage in Cana of Galilee; and the mother of Jesus was there:
John 2:19 ASV — Jesus answered and said unto them, Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.
Z - Last...
Galatians 6:17 ASV — Henceforth let no man trouble me; for I bear branded on my body the marks of Jesus.
Ephesians 1:3-4 ASV — Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ: even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blemish before him in love:
Numbers 6:11 In spirit, not male or female. (sanctified)
Deuteronomy 20:7 - Engaged.
Millenium...
Deuteronomy 24:5 ASV — When a man taketh a new wife, he shall not go out in the host, neither shall he be charged with any business: he shall be free at home one year, and shall cheer his wife whom he hath taken.
Good and evil to the Tree of life...
Deuteronomy 25:5 ASV — If brethren dwell together, and one of them die, and have no son, the wife of the dead shall not be married without unto a stranger: her husband’s brother shall go in unto her, and take her to him to wife, and perform the duty of a husband’s brother unto her.
They're already married...
Matthew 22:30 ASV — For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as angels in heaven.
Matthew 24:45 ASV — Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath set over his household, to give them their food in due season?
Matthew 25:23 ASV — His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will set thee over many things; enter thou into the joy of thy lord.
May Jehovah through Jesus Christ bring you...
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~
Have a beautiful day!
