Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Captured ~ Soon To Be Free

UPDATE: As of October 2020, my understanding took a turn when it came to JW's. So, as I go through my blog posts, I will try to clean out and only keep the links from JW Org. that I think would not be harmful in teaching. In the end, it's up to you to discern what is good and what is not, or what you will accept as truth. I have many posts that I have done, so this can take some time. 

One can get good spiritual food anywhere, but it's up to you to know the difference between Jehovah and Jesus Christ and to lean on Jehovah, through Jesus Christ to get you there. 
End of update.

Adam and Eve Disobeyed God

John 8:44 ASV — Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father it is your will to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and standeth not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father thereof.


Genesis 2:17 ASV — but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.

The Sin...

Genesis 3:12-13 ASV — And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat. And Jehovah God said unto the woman, What is this thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat.

The Outcome...

Genesis 3:22-23 ASV — And Jehovah God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil; and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of life, and eat, and live for ever— therefore Jehovah God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till the ground from whence he was taken.

The Prophecy...

Genesis 3:15 ASV — and I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed: he shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

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The setting...

Imagine being held captive since you were a child, you are now 50 years old and suddenly you see your father just a short distance away, he has awakened you to let you know that he is there, all you have to do is reach out to him. So, you stretch your arm out for him to take you by the hand, he takes hold of your hand to reassure you, that he is there for you and that he will rescue you. 
  • Imagine it...the relief and disbelief. Is this really happening?
He gives you instructions, a book with many letters on what must take place. He explains the timing is not yet right, certain things will take place first, there is much at stake and that there are many others who are being held captive, your brothers and sisters. He reassures you, as long as you follow his instruction, you will be saved from your captor. He then asks you to spread the message to all who are also held captive. 

You understand and put your trust in him, you take the time to read the different letters in the book he had left for you. He teaches you; he reminds you and strengthens you. So, what do you do? Do you put the book down? No, you "study" it, you think it through and "meditate" on it, you "associate" yourself with those who will help, you "pray" for the best and you give it your all...your "service" by sharing the message to others.

Everyone has their own message that they need to follow, but for them to retrieve it, they too have to take the time to read it. You offer to help, but in the end, they have to understand it for themselves. The overall message is the same, but the message within is unique to all, each has to make it their own, in a way that works for them, because everyone is different and what works for one, may not work for the other.

Would you not guide the others who are captive and let them know that they too need to read it to be saved? 

Time goes on, the picture gets clearer, the more you read it, study it and meditate on it, the more you begin to understand it. The more you know what is required of you. It teaches you about the trials you may face and how to endure them. You learn what it takes to get to the point of being rescued. It will not be easy, as you are still trapped and always have to find a way around it. He teaches you endurance, to not lose hope, even in your darkest hour.

All the while, you are learning more and more about your father, who he is and what he is about. You start to remember your life with him, how you never forgot him, how you've never stopped talking about him and how he's never left your side. You trust in him completely and give him your all. 

Now that circumstances have changed and you now know there's a way out, you still can't help but to feel crushed, knowing...your father, whom you've always loved didn't abandon you, he's right there, at arm's length, he's given you the hope that you've been searching for, for most of your life, but you can't fully go to him yet. You're still trapped and have to deal with the Evil that surrounds you, just a while longer. What's worse is that the Evil One is fully aware that your father is trying to rescue you and has made contact with you, so he tries to make things that much more difficult for you.

It's unsettling that you remain captive a while longer, because your greatest fear is that you will fail your father, because he wants to save, not just you, but everyone else too. You follow your father's instruction as best as you can and you try to help everyone else do the same, you keep praying that it will all end soon, knowing that there is hope and that all that listen will finally be saved. You keep relaying the message as best as you can, you share the book and explain how it is for their survival, that it's the only way to be freed from the Evil One.
  • Would you not keep to your word, knowing you would help others learn the message, that they too will soon be set free?
  • Would you not want that for them as well? 
You know they have to listen and follow the instructions properly, or it will not work, and they will not survive. You are persistent in explaining it to them, but they must read and learn the instructions for themselves, they must believe in it to get the proper message, it's the only way.
  • Wouldn't it make you sad to know that there are some who still don't believe you and are choosing not to listen?
  • Would you give up?
  • Would your father want you to give up? 
  • After all, aren't they his children too?
  • What if they were mean to you?
  • Would you find another way to help them? 
  • Would you "not" judge them? 
  • Would you try your best to understand what made them that way? 
  • Would you not try to help save as many as you can?
Even still, you know many won't listen, as they have grown accustomed to the way things are and they don't care enough to change. They prefer to enjoy the shiny objects the evil doer put in front of them and remain captive, then to be freed. They don't realize that they are preferring that their life come to an end under the evil one, other than be freed forever.
  • Is it not Heartbreaking?
The beauty to come and the evil that exists. Many get together and start to share experiences, many follow the message as best as they can, together in unity, the stories in the letters are shared, you strengthen each other with it, in hopes that you get through it together.

It helps when all take moments to imagine what it would be like to finally be set free, to feel safe. To know who you are and to whom you belong to...one big family, brothers and sisters, finally under the care of a loving father. You feel the love grow stronger and stronger and keep sharing it with all.

Why pray for God’s Kingdom to come?
God has chosen his Son, Jesus, to be King of the Kingdom. 

Proverbs 3:5 ASV — Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding:

Proverbs 4:18 ASV — But the path of the righteous is as the dawning light, That shineth more and more unto the perfect day.

Joshua 1:8 ASV — This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth, but thou shalt meditate thereon day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success.

Psalm 1:1-2 ASV — Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the wicked, Nor standeth in the way of sinners, Nor sitteth in the seat of scoffers: But his delight is in the law of Jehovah; And on his law doth he meditate day and night.

Acts 5:29 ASV — But Peter and the apostles answered and said, We must obey God rather than men.

Ephesians 5:6 ASV — Let no man deceive you with empty words: for because of these things cometh the wrath of God upon the sons of disobedience.

In the end, it's all about balance, finding ways to deal with the negative, the world we live in, the effect of Satan's lie, while trying to focus on the positive, the world that is soon to be. Finding ways to support each other through the difficult times, leaning on one another, but mostly having full Faith and Love for the Heavenly Father who will set you free, but only if you allow Him to.

The Balance...

Ecclesiastes 3:1-9 ASV — For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: 
a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; 
a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; 
a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; 
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; 
a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; 
a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; 
a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace. 
What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboreth?

When knowing what is good and bad, there's only One that can help you get through it, it's a choice you can make, free will...rely on Jehovah and He will save you. The appointed time is near.

To be Taken...

There are many ways one can be taken, it can be as simple as people's words, opinions and actions, their behavior and treatment of you to their judgement of you (which belongs to Jehovah through Jesus Christ). The constant reminder of the world we currently live in, all of Satan's tools, BUT ESPECIALLY HIS GREATEST TOOLS OF ALL... the governments, the military, the self-serving one's with their own special interests. Ephesians 6:12

Jeremiah 50:33-34, 36 ASV — Thus saith Jehovah of hosts: The children of Israel and the children of Judah are oppressed together; and all that took them captive hold them fast; they refuse to let them go. Their Redeemer is strong; Jehovah of hosts is his name: he will thoroughly plead their cause, that he may give rest to the earth, and disquiet the inhabitants of Babylon.
A sword is upon the boasters, and they shall become fools; a sword is upon her mighty men, and they shall be dismayed.

No one has the right to tell you how you should feel, especially when it comes to the Father, Jehovah. Only Jehovah knows who I am and only Jehovah truly knows my heart, my innermost thoughts and what I've been through. Just as He knows who you are too, your heart and your innermost thoughts and what you've been through.

2 Chronicles 29:9 ASV — For, lo, our fathers have fallen by the sword, and our sons and our daughters and our wives are in captivity for this.

Greatest challenge...Self control

How to not let others affect you and change you, who you truly are from within. To be yourself, whether anyone understands you or not. You are the yolk from within the lining of that outer shell. Remembering that although the surface was cracked, you still have that lining that protects you, that protects that precious yolk...your inner being. 

How to not react to those who think they know more, to those who persecute you, who call you names or just plainly hate you. Those who antagonize you, who don't want to see you benefit from anything good, those who think they always know better and want you to change how you are and how you feel, how you think. Those who judge you or won't accept you just for being you. Those who want you to bend to their will. Those who think they're helping but are hurting you instead.

Don't judge them, push forward...


Devote yourself to Jehovah and follow Jesus Christ, not a church or organization.
When you get baptized, get baptized in the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the holy spirit, in Christ Jesus, not in the name of religion (false doctrines). (Matthew 28:19)

Lean Upon Jehovah, it's the only way. Don't get lost by allowing others who don't understand you, determine how you should be. Don't rely on your own understanding, (Proverbs 3:5, 6) rely on Jehovah and learn from Him.

Satan knows what buttons to push to make one react, whether it's out of hurt or anger. He doesn't want you to lean on Jehovah or to follow Jesus and his example. He doesn't want you to know he is the one pulling the strings. That he is using those "especially close to you" to do his will, and that many will "unknowingly" do so.

The Bible...

The Bible is the most beautiful book anyone could ever possibly read, the future promise is beautiful, the inner works of how it's all to take place is necessary, as Jehovah's Name must be Vindicated.


Keep Your Eyes on the Big Issue

Psalm 83:18 ASV — That they may know that thou alone, whose name is Jehovah, Art the Most High over all the earth.

The Bible is not meant for you to understand it in its entirety, it's meant for the basic message that any child could understand, the beginning and the end, Genesis and Revelation, the Garden of Eden and Armageddon, the basic principles...do good, not bad. But, "most importantly", it's meant for guidance, the teachings within, which come from the greatest teacher on earth, Jehovah's Son, Jesus Christ. 

Learn From the Great Teacher
The best principles that can be found anywhere are those in the Bible.
Children can learn, not what some human says, but what their heavenly Father says.


Patient God...

2 Peter 3:9 ASV — The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some count slackness; but is longsuffering to you-ward, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.

Complete Heart...

The bible is not meant to be decoded, it's meant to be read with a complete heart, with love. If you are looking to gain something out of it, you will not get a clear picture, it will be distorted, you will be confused and you will not understand it. (James 1:22-24) Don't give up, have patience. Take the time, you will get there if it's what you truly want. The message that is meant for you will become clear, once you start reading it for yourself and you read it out of love and nothing more.

1 Chronicles 28:9 ASV — And thou, Solomon my son, know thou the God of thy father, and serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind; for Jehovah searcheth all hearts, and understandeth all the imaginations of the thoughts: if thou seek him, he will be found of thee; but if thou forsake him, he will cast thee off for ever.

It takes time, especially for those who never knew Jehovah or that think that He and Jesus are one in the same, or for those who don't even believe Jehovah exists, but with persistence and true want for what is good with no self-interest, you will find Him, Jehovah will let Himself be found by you, because He wants you to know Him and He wants you to be saved by Him to believe in Him and truly love Him.

The Natural ability to understand will always be by Spirit...

I know Jehovah is our God, the Unique Creator, the Supreme Being, but He will always be my Father first, it's how I feel I know Him best, it's more personal to me. I've been judged for feeling this way, I've tried not to feel it, I was told I was wrong for it. But now I know better, I'm not a child anymore, (1 Corinthians 13:11, 12) the Spirit is what the Spirit is, and I cannot change it, nor do I want to...it's Beautiful, it makes me Happy and it's Peaceful. It's Jehovah's and I love Him for it.

1 Corinthians 14:2 ASV — For he that speaketh in a tongue speaketh not unto men, but unto God; for no man understandeth; but in the spirit he speaketh mysteries.

Jehovah knows who belong to Him. I am doing Jehovah's will and in sharing my story it is my hope that many who are sleeping will awaken. Even Jehovah's Witnesses themselves may not realize it, but this message is for them as well...many of them have put their faith in man and are listening to false teachings. Learn, take the time and get to know Jehovah, stop listening to "man" be it your family, friends, religion or government... do it for yourself, not them. Do it in private. (Matthew 6:6) When you do it for yourself, then and only then, can you do it for them.

The struggle of not fitting in to this world is still there, but I now know that Jehovah has been here all along and He has never left my side and that He has helped me. For that, I am completely grateful to Jehovah, I could never repay Him...none of us can, but we can love Him unconditionally and wholeheartedly... I know I do, very much so.
I've returned home and found my long-lost Father..."o meu Pai Celestial, Jeová."


Devote yourself to Jehovah and follow Jesus Christ, not a church or organization.Failing Jehovah is not an option for me, I hope it's not one for you either.
  • After all, in the end, what is it we all want?
LOVE... and Jehovah is a God of Love. That's why Love Never Fails, because if you truly have it in you, you won't want to let it go and you will do what it takes to hold on to it, and you will not be greedy, you will share it with others. 

Psalm 97:10 ASV — O ye that love Jehovah, hate evil: He preserveth the souls of his saints; He delivereth them out of the hand of the wicked.

From A to Z
From Creation...the Beginning 
to Armageddon...the End.

Revelation 16:14 ASV — for they are spirits of demons, working signs; which go forth unto the kings of the whole world, to gather them together unto the war of the great day of God, the Almighty.

Where have Jehovah's Witnesses gone wrong? 

The same place every other religion has gone wrong, they depend on doctrines of men and don't lead with the key ingredient...LOVE. 
ALL religion has its good points, and ALL religion has it's bad, it's up to you the individual to know the difference...heart condition.

Actions speak louder than words...please lead by example.




Trust in Jehovah
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~



Thursday, May 7, 2020

Sleeping with The Enemy...The Harlot

Sin...opposites attract.


Isaiah 43:10 ASV — Ye are my witnesses, saith Jehovah, and my servant whom I have chosen; that ye may know and believe me, and understand that I am he: before me there was no God formed, neither shall there be after me.

Deuteronomy 31:28 ASV — Assemble unto me all the elders of your tribes, and your officers, that I may speak these words in their ears, and call heaven and earth to witness against them.


  • Who make up some of the best Witnesses in the world today?

They are those who have committed serious sins. Why? Because they know what if feels like to be on both sides of the spectrum, they've lived the double life and know the differences. They know what it feels like to follow Satan's lead. They know what it's like to truly be in a Darkened world. They are the prostitutes, the tax collectors, (Matthew 21:31) they are the ones who may be less susceptible of being complacent, of thinking they are in the clear because they've been lifelong followers. We all live in Satan's world...it takes work to truly know who Jehovah is. If you really want to know, then slave for him by simply reading the bible. Read it for yourself, don't depend on others to do it for you. Take your time, have patience with it and he will get you there. Just be sure to do it for Love.

Please see: 
I've always remembered the Book of Genesis (Garden of Eden) and the Book of Revelation (Armageddon)

Something I've never forgotten and often repeated to myself...''As coisas anteriores já passaram" meaning: Revelation 21:4 "The former things have passed away."

These scriptures now make perfect sense to me...

Genesis 3:15 ASV — and I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed: he shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

Revelation 12:1 ASV — And a great sign was seen in heaven: a woman arrayed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars;

Revelation 12:13 ASV — And when the dragon saw that he was cast down to the earth, he persecuted the woman that brought forth the man child.

Earth doesn't have to mean the planet; earth can be referred to a human. It's how heaven and earth testify, give witness. See link above for the Two Witnesses.




I heard a special talk last year when I first started going to the Kingdom Hall in Tannersville, PA, it was by an Elder who recommended that we have a SMAPS bar, Spiritual Protein, so I did...

I've begun to update this post, but in the meantime, I'd like to share how I've recently learned that many believe in the doctrine "Righteous by Faith" and that because Christ died for our sins and HE was righteous, by having faith in him, you are automatically considered righteous.

To say that it doesn't matter how much you sin, you're considered righteous, because you have faith in him is incorrect. That is a dangerous teaching when you don't comprehend what it means for one to be considered righteous by faith.

Some use it to say, "Once saved, always saved", and that is simply not true

True Faith is led by the Spirit. If your faith is not led by love, you don't have true faith.

1 Corinthians 13:2 ASV — And if I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and 👉IF I HAVE ALL FAITH, so as to remove mountains, but HAVE NOT LOVE, I AM NOTHING.

Romans 6:15 ASV — What then? shall we sinbecause we are not under lawbut under graceGod forbid.

Romans 6:16-18 ASV — Know ye not, that to whom ye present yourselves as servants unto obedience, his servants ye are whom ye obey; whether of sin unto deathor of obedience unto righteousness? But thanks be to God, that, whereas đź‘‰ye were servants of sin, 👉ye became obedient from the heart to that form of teaching whereunto ye were delivered; and being made free from sin, ye became servants of righteousness.

Some do a nice job of explaining what it means, but others JUSTIFY unrepentant sinners and say it is simply okay because they have faith in Christ. That is a false understanding, you MUST be Christ-like and walk in his way. 

If you are resurrected in the Spirit, you must remain loyal or you will see death. (Hebrews 6:4-10)

Once saved, is not always saved. 
End update.

Fact ~

I used to practice Archery. I once shot a "Robin Hood", it's a very rare and almost, an impossible shot to make. For those who may not know what that means, it's when you shoot one arrow and the very next arrow literally lands on top of it "Bulls Eye". It was at an Archery place my husband took me to for practice. They took many pictures, I never saw them, but I believe he said they had them up on the wall. I only went there once so I don't remember where they were located and my husband said he doesn't remember either. I was about 5 months pregnant with my twin boys.

Zechariah 2:8 ASV — For thus saith Jehovah of hosts: After glory hath he sent me unto the nations which plundered you; for he that toucheth you toucheth the apple of his eye.
  • Who is Jehovah? 
He is a God with personality...
  • the Bull - Power, 
  • the Lion - Justice, 
  • the Eagle - Wisdom, 
  • the Man - Love
His cardinal attributes. Revelation 4:6-8

Blog Post:

Serve Jehovah, Not Satan
All of us have a choice. Either we serve Jehovah or we serve Satan and his demons. We cannot do both. How wise it is to serve Jehovah!

Slave for Love or Slave for Destruction.
  • What does it mean to slave for Jehovah?
Psalm 1:1-2 ASV — Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the wicked, 
Nor standeth in the way of sinners
Nor sitteth in the seat of scoffers
But his delight is in the law of Jehovah; 
And on his law doth he meditate day and night.

I've been a slave to Satan. I am thankful to Jehovah.
He showed me the Truth and it set me Free.

Jehovah's Sacred Secret

1 Corinthians 14:1-2 ASV — Follow after love; yet desire earnestly spiritual gifts, but rather that ye may prophesy. For he that speaketh in a tongue speaketh not unto men, but unto God; for no man understandeth; but in the spirit he speaketh mysteries.

Daniel 12:4 ASV — But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased.

Revelation 12:14 ASV — And there were given to the woman the two wings of the great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness unto her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent.
  • What is Torture?
  • What is Mind Control?
  • What is 5G?
Matthew 24:21 ASV — for then shall be great tribulation, such as hath not been from the beginning of the world until now, no, nor ever shall be.
  • What is Top Secret?
  • What runs the Government?
  • What runs the Military?
Ephesians 6:12 ASV — For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.

What happens to Satan?

Revelation 12:9 ASV — And the great dragon was cast down, the old serpent, he that is called the Devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world; he was cast down to the earth, and his angels were cast down with him.

Revelation 13:18 ASV — Here is wisdom. He that hath understanding, let him count the number of the beast; for it is the number of a man: and his number is Six hundred and sixty and six.

Turn Satan on it's head 666 - you get 999 + 1 = 1,000 years, 
7th Day, Rest

Isaiah 60:22 ASV — The little one shall become a thousand, and the small one a strong nation; I, Jehovah, will hasten it in its time.

Matthew 15:24 ASV — But he answered and said, I was not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

Luke 15:4 ASV — What man of you, having a hundred sheep, and having lost one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it?

Ecclesiastes 3:15 ASV — That which is hath been long ago; and that which is to be hath long ago been: and God seeketh again that which is passed away.

Revelation 20:2-3 ASV — And he laid hold on the dragon, the old serpent, which is the Devil and Satan, and bound him for a thousand years, and cast him into the abyss, and shut it, and sealed it over him, that he should deceive the nations no more, until the thousand years should be finished: after this he must be loosed for a little time.

In the end...
  • Who controls the World?
  • Who controls the Governments?
  • Who is at the Top?
Luke 7:35 ASV — And wisdom is justified of all her children.

Jehovah and the New Jerusalem

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Revelation 21:2 ASV — And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, made ready as a bride adorned for her husband.

Revelation 3:12 ASV — He that overcometh, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go out thence no more: and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God, and mine own new name.


Proverbs 3:5-6 ASV — 
Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding: In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he will direct thy paths.

Jehovah is our King

Psalm 19:1 ASV — For the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David. The heavens declare the glory of God; And the firmament showeth his handiwork.

Psalm 19:7-9 ASV — The law of Jehovah is perfect, restoring the soul: The testimony of Jehovah is sure, making wise the simple. The precepts of Jehovah are right, rejoicing the heart: The commandment of Jehovah is pure, enlightening the eyes. The fear of Jehovah is clean, enduring for ever: The ordinances of Jehovah are true, and righteous altogether.

Psalm 19:12-13 ASV — Who can discern his errors? Clear thou me from hidden faults. Keep back thy servant also from presumptuous sins; Let them not have dominion over me: Then shall I be upright, And I shall be clear from great transgression.
  • What is the Fourth Horse?
Revelation 6:8 ASV — And I saw, and behold, a pale horse: and he that sat upon him, his name was Death; and Hades followed with him. And there was given unto them authority over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with famine, and with death, and by the wild beasts of the earth.



May Jehovah through Jesus Christ bring you...
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~



Updates: 04/01/22 and 02/12/24.

Wednesday, May 6, 2020

To Become a Soldier

What does it mean to be a Soldier?

I have much experience with this. In 1975 my oldest brother and his best friend were recruited and joined the Marines. I remember the day he left, we were in the middle of the street, my mom and I, she fell to her knees crying as we watched my brother and his best friend (with their backs to us) walk away and leave. I'll never forget how sad it was, how distraught my mom was. Since, life was never the same for my brother and we all still feel it to this very day. 

I remember seeing my brothers yearbook, one picture in particular stood out. They were stationed in Germany, it was a picture of the "3 monkeys" see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil...I believe it was my brother and 2 of his fellow soldiers. One had his ears covered, the other had his eyes covered and the other had his mouth covered. I remember them standing near the sand bags and their rifles.  

Recently, a few months ago, we learned of a young Marine who had ended his life, he was well known by my husband and his fellow workers. I'm uncertain of what part of the world he was in, but I believe it was in the Middle East. He was required to do something spur of the moment, something that had haunted him ever since. He did what he was commanded, but that command in the end killed him too.

My twin boys were recruited by the Military. First by the Marines. They were Seniors in high school. I remember when they were Juniors the pressure had already begun for them to enlist. My one son tried pressuring me into signing something that would give them the right to enlist at 17, I wouldn't.

My boys turned 18 and became Seniors. It was a Friday and the boys took the ASVAB test, one at Dunkin Donuts and the other at the school Library. They scored pretty well, well enough to join any of the 4 branches.

I remember it was Sunday, when they announced that they were headed to MEPS on Tuesday. I was in the kitchen cooking, I can still feel the blood draining from my face. I had previously asked that they wait until they were done with school, until they were at least 23, old enough to know the difference. Live life a bit and decide then. Well, that didn't happen. When Monday approached, I let the boys sleep in, they didn't go to school. I called the school, begging to speak to the guidance counselor, I explained to the woman who answered the phone my desperation of not wanting my boys to be taken out of school the next day to go to MEPS. She'll probably remember me, like my mom, I was hysterically crying.

Soon after, the guidance counselor called and I explained to her that I didn't want to the boys taken out of school on Tuesday to go to MEPS, I explicitly told her that I did not want them to go and that they are not given permission by me. She told me because they were 18 and "signed something" that there was nothing I could do. HEARTBROKEN and dismayed, on Tuesday my boys went to MEPS, in Harrisburg. They were part of the Delayed Entry Program because they had to graduate first.

*UPDATE: 03/22/21
*Where else can you find MEPS?


I decided I would look into the school policy and soon after learned what I felt in my heart. The School Policy for the State of PA, no child can be dismissed from school without the parents permission up to the age of 19 if the student resides and is still dependent of the parents. The emails went flying, I knew I had a lawsuit, but who would take it? It's the Military. I had it all worked out, the timeline, the emails, peoples names, school records. No one could help, unless I turned it into a political scandal and reached out to the "opposing party" no one is going to take on the military.

Update: I learned in September 2020 that the Superintendent of the boys school is a Jehovah's Witness. He was sent many emails by me in 2017 when all of this took place, not once did I get a response or any help from him.

Since, I convinced my one son to leave the Marines, he later decided he wanted to be a cop, so he joined the Army instead. I'm Proud of my boys, because they didn't choose to join the Military out of bad intentions, they did it for good intentions, as most do. 

They are willing to give the ultimate sacrifice to protect those they love. Most who aren't forced to join, will do it for that reason, it doesn't matter what part of the world you live in. Man is killing man, and Man is killing himself, to what end? What has anyone truly gained from it...nothing. More continue to die, more continue to get sick and more continue to get influenced that they're doing it for the right reasons. You're not, you're doing it for the one who really controls this world and right now it's Satan.

I've since learned quite a bit more about the military...words that cannot be spoken. We're all currently lying in the power of the wicked one. It saddens me to know that some are actually making that choice, knowing that they are doing Satan's Will and continue to do it anyway. They know the difference and don't care...Satan's chosen ones.




Sad to say, but many don't believe in God or just stopped believing in Him. Yet, there are many who believe they are doing God's Will, who really want to, but they are not. This is what Satan wants, the Master of Illusion, he wants to mask everything with pretty lights. 

Many know parts of the bible, but they know mainly what they've been taught to them, what's been programmed. Let no man deceive you...Ephesians 5:6. Some don't want to know more, they want to stick to their beliefs and that it. That is their choice...free will. 

When you read the bible, do it for yourself and no one else, Jehovah's message is in there for you. Start from the beginning, use His name, He wants you to know him. He Loves You.


If you're feeling Lost, now is the time to be Found. No one can be you, never will anyone ever truly know you, but Jehovah does. He is our Unique Creator and he knows that you too are unique, we all are. It's how He made us. Give Him your greatest treasure...your Heart and He will give you His...LOVE.



Update: 06/28/21 ~ Much has changed. 
Smoke and mirrors, it was an illusion...I still believe many are super kind and truly love God, but sadly, they are misled and follow a false god...the Governing Body (GB) of Jehovah's Witnesses. Their love is conditional if you question GB and their teachings.

Here's a scripture that a kind brother from my Kingdom Hall shared with me. Words spoken by Jesus, it's beautiful and makes perfect sense.


7 As you go, preach, saying: ‘The Kingdom of the heavens has drawn near.’+ 8 Cure the sick,+ raise up the dead, make lepers clean, expel demons. You received free, give free.+

The TRUTH will set you FREE.


~ Peace, Love and Joy ~



Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Joining Forces...The Army

Some updates: 08/19/22
Let's Compare Forces.
Jehovah's Army vs Satan's Army

2 Thessalonians 2:1-4 ASV — Now we beseech you, brethren, touching the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, and our gathering together unto him; to the end that ye be not quickly shaken from your mind, nor yet be troubled, either by spirit, or by word, or by epistle as from us, as that the day of the Lord is just at hand; let no man beguile you in any wise: for it will not be, except the falling away come first, and the man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition, he that opposeth and exalteth himself against all that is called God or that is worshipped; so that he sitteth in the temple of Godsetting himself forth as God.
  • What is an Army?
Revelation 17:17 ASV — For God did put in their hearts to do his mind, and to come to one mind, and to give their kingdom unto the beast, until the words of God should be accomplished.


  • What controls the President?
  • What controls the Military?
  • What controls the CIA?
  • What controls the Right?
  • What controls the Left?
  • What is Top Secret?
  • What's at the Top?
  • WHERE'S the Power?
  • WHO gives it to them?
"WE THE PEOPLE"
  • Where's the Balance? 
  • Who pays the price?
WWG1WGA ~ Where We Go One, We Go All
Q - Queen/Harlot (black widow)

Revelation 18:7 ASV — How much soever she glorified herself, and waxed wanton, so much give her of torment and mourning: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall in no wise see mourning.

R - Retained/Ravished (Captive) vs Released/Rainbow
S - Satellites/Sting (needle)/Slave - Six vs Saved - Seven
  • Who is Authentic and what (WHO/UN) is Fake?
Watch Tower - Phone Tower
(Dot your Eyes and Cross your t's)
T -
Tower 
Tree of Knowledge (forbidden fruit) vs Tree of Life 
Tree/Cross

Genesis 2:17-18 ASV — but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die. And Jehovah God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him a help meet for him.

Movies -
Eagle Eye
Lord of the Rings
Taken
War of the Worlds
  • In the end, who is EVERYTHING?
JEHOVAH
(A-Z)

Psalm 83:18
 ASV — That they may know that thou alone, whose name is Jehovah, Art the Most High over all the earth.

Jehovah's active force is his will power, done through his Holy Spirit (Son/daughter).
Give Me Courage

U - 
UN (United Nations) - Under Cover vs Cloud Cover

Luke 8:17 ASV — For nothing is hid, that shall not be made manifest; nor anything secret, that shall not be known and come to light.

V - Veiled vs Visible (sees everything) 

Hebrews 4:13 ASV — And there is no creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and laid open before the eyes of him with whom we have to do.

W - World vs WHO (World Health Org)/Web/Worm

Psalm 50:1, 7, 12, 15 ASV — [A Psalm of Asaph.] The Mighty One, God, Jehovah, hath spoken, And called the earth from the rising of the sun unto the going down thereof.  ... Hear, O my people, and I will speak; O Israel, and I will testify unto thee: I am God, [even] thy God.  ... If I were hungry, I would not tell thee; For the world is mine, and the fulness thereof.  ... And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.

Isaiah 59:5-7 ASV — They hatch adders’ eggs, and weave the spider’s web: he that eateth of their eggs dieth; and that which is crushed breaketh out into a viper. Their webs shall not become garments, neither shall they cover themselves with their works: their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands. Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood: their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their paths
  • What are Satellites?
  • What is 5G?
  • What is the constant ringing in the ear?
  • What is a chipped Sapphire?
  • What is an implant?
Revelation 18:23 ASV — and the light of a lamp shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the princes of the earth; for with thy sorcery were all the nations deceived.

X - Marks the spot (Beast) vs Rays

Habakkuk 3:4-6 ASV — And his brightness was as the light; He had rays coming forth from his hand; And there was the hiding of his power. Before him went the pestilence, And fiery bolts went forth at his feet. He stood, and measured the earth; He beheld, and drove asunder the nations; And the eternal mountains were scattered; The everlasting hills did bow; His goings were as of old. 
  • Who is Original - what is a Copy?
  • Who is Good - what is Evil?
  • Who is God - what is Satan?
  • Who is Big - what is Small?
Psalm 95:3 ASV — For Jehovah is a great God, And a great King above all gods.

(Three Witnesses)

Y - Yohd (ZZ) ~ Three sides to every story, His side, Her side and the Truth ~ Jehovah
Z - Birthmark

Ecclesiastes 4:12 ASV — And if a man prevail against him that is alone, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken.

Numbers 27:16 ASV — Let Jehovah, the God of the spirits of all flesh, appoint a man over the congregation,

John 4:24 ASV — God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship in spirit and truth.

The Comforter is a human, a woman...

John 15:26 ASV — But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall bear witness of me:

John 16:13-15 ASV — Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he shall guide you into all the truth: for he shall not speak from himself; but what things soever he shall hear, these shall he speak: and he shall declare unto you the things that are to come. He shall glorify me: for he shall take of mine, and shall declare it unto you. All things whatsoever the Father hath are mine: therefore said I, that he taketh of mine, and shall declare it unto you.

1 John 5:8 ASV — For there are three who bear witness, the Spirit, and the water, and the blood: and the three agree in one.

Heaven and earth testify... Spirit and human.

Revelation 11:3 ASV — And I will give unto my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundred and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth.

Revelation 22:16-17 ASV — I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things for the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, the bright, the morning star. And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And he that heareth, let him say, Come. And he that is athirst, let him come: he that will, let him take the water of life freely.
  • Who is positive, what is negative?
  • What happens when Opposites attract?

Electricity. đź—˛

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Idol; Idolatry
An idol is an image, a representation of anything, real or imagined, that people may use in worship. Idolatry is the veneration, love, worship, or adoration of an idol.​—Ps 115:4; Ac 17:16; 1Co 10:14.
  • What was my favorite movie?
The Never-Ending Story "What's My Name"
  • What is God's Name?

Isaiah 42:8 ASV — I am Jehovah, that is my name; and my glory will I not give to another, neither my praise unto graven images.

Romans 10:13 ASV — for, Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.


Strong's G2424: Jesus - "Jehovah is salvation"



If you believe in the Name, then you believe that it is Jehovah who is salvation, and you will be saved. 

Joel 2:32 ASV — And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of Jehovah shall be delivered; for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem there shall be those that escape, as Jehovah hath said, and among the remnant those whom Jehovah doth call.
  • Do you believe Jehovah is salvation?
Please Choose Wisely...

JEHOVAH
or
Satan

Holy, Holy, Holy is Jehovah

Revelation 4:8 ASV — And the four living creatures, having each one of them six wings, are full of eyes round about and within: and they have no rest day and night, saying, Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God, the Almighty, who was and who is and who is to come.

vs 

Ho, Ho, Ho is Satan
(Move the (n) from its 3rd position to last place, Santa "Claus" becomes Satan's Clause)

20/20 
(see's everything) 
or 
2020 Election (Blind)

See Clearly

1 Corinthians 13:12 ASV — For now we see in a mirror, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know fully even as also I was fully known.

You have tri-unity, NOT a Triune God.
See video...

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Missing Link - Memory Block

I went missing as a child, I believe I was (5) in Kindergarten. We were living in the house on Main St. in Newark, NJ. I know it happened at school, my mom had gone to pick me up and I wasn't there. I don't remember where I went. I can only remember from the point of ringing a doorbell and asking for help, that I was lost and that I didn't know where I was going, she didn't help and she kept sending me away. I remember siting on her steps for a bit, not knowing what to do, then after a while, I got up and started walking.

Shortly after, my dad pulled up next me in his old baby blue station wagon with rust spots all over it. I believe it was winter, I keep thinking I had on my furry brown coat with ecru trim on it. When we got home and I walked through the door, I remember seeing my mom on her knees crying hysterically, she was in the hall entrance and my sister Linda was standing behind her with a solemn look on her face. My mom hugged me super tight and kept asking where I had been, but I couldn't tell her, because I didn't know, I couldn't remember.

Till this very day, I still don't know where I went. I believe I lost my favorite green and blue blanket that day, the wool plaid blanket I used to use for nap time in Kindergarten.

There's a reason why this and a few vague memories keep coming back to me. I also remember being asked questions about the bible, I don't know when and by whom but I know it was in Portuguese and that I responded. I remember explicitly giving an answer to a question (unknown) and saying "Ă© do Rei" meaning "it's the King's", next I do remember being asked "como e que tu sabes?" meaning "how do you know?" and then something about pearls and harps, it's all still very unclear.

I do not know who the so called "apostate" was within the JW Organization that announced Armageddon in 1975, I was recently told it was a circuit overseer for the Portuguese congregation, but I could be mistaken, I haven't confirmed it.

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Update: JW.ORG is a false prophet, riddled with false predictions, teachings and apostasy.

I do know enough to know it's linked...if Jehovah wants it revealed it to me, then it will be. 

Lost and Found

For now, I will stick to my good memories and there are many. I'm very Thankful to Jehovah for them.



2 Corinthians 12:1-4 ASV — I must needs glory, though it is not expedient; but I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord. I know a man in Christ, fourteen years ago (whether in the body, I know not; or whether out of the body, I know not; God knoweth), such a one caught up even to the third heaven. And I know such a man (whether in the body, or apart from the body, I know not; God knoweth), how that he was caught up into Paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter.






Excerpt...
"The Little Scroll
17. (a) Describe John’s vision at Revelation 10:1. (b) Who was the angel that John saw, and during what day was the vision due to be fulfilled?
17 At Revelation 10:1, John saw a “strong angel descending from heaven, arrayed with a cloud, and a rainbow was upon his head, and his face was as the sun, and his feet were as fiery pillars.” This somewhat resembles visions of Jehovah seen previously by Ezekiel and by John himself. (Ezekiel 8:2; Revelation 4:3) But John here saw an angel, not Jehovah. Hence, it must have been Jehovah’s great angelic Son, Jesus Christ, who “is the image of the invisible God.” (Colossians 1:15) Moreover, Revelation 10:2 depicts Jesus as standing in a position of great authority, with “his right foot upon the sea, but his left one upon the earth.” So the angel represents Jesus during the Lord’s day.​—See Psalm 8:4-8; Hebrews 2:5-9."

Daniel 12:7 ASV — And I heard the man clothed in linen, who was above the waters of the river, when he held up his right hand and his left hand unto heaven, and sware by him that liveth for ever that it shall be for a time, times, and a half; and when they have made an end of breaking in pieces the power of the holy people, all these things shall be finished.

Connect the dots...IT'S ALL CONNECTED
  • So... where is it you want to go?
The choice is up to you.

Free will...

God Loves All of His Children, 
All of Mankind

He is a God of Honor
and
He will keep His Word


TRUST IN JEHOVAH
and
HONOR HIM WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART


May Jehovah through Jesus Christ bring you...
~ Peace, Love and Joy ~